week.
So this week has been pretty rough. My girlfriend and I of 3 years broke up last sunday. It was good because it was mutual, but it has been quite terrible. I didn't think i would be this lonely. i thought i would be fine. but i'm not, and it sucks terribly. but I've been trying to keep busy. One good thing is that i get to see people that i wasn't allowed to see before. It's been good catching up with some old friends. I went to a house show at Matt Kelty's house in his basement with Zach Stotler. I wasn't expecting too much from the music... i mean, i live in fort wayne, and although there are some good acts, the majority of it is crap. But I was very pleasantly surprised by a husband/ wife duo, Alabaster Fox. I didn't know that anybody played music as good as this in fort wayne. I had seen them on facebook before, and i had always wanted to meet this "christopher ray harvey" guy, because he had good taste in music. so i introduced myself to his wife, andrea, who i had somehow mistaken for her sister, holly, who i also have seen on facebook. I have come to the realization that i am one of the most awkward people you can talk to. I felt like such a creep when i talked to andrea. Not just because i was a total stranger telling her about how i knew who she was, but because i thought she was a totally different person and i screwed it all up. oh well. i'm used to screwing things up. But i got to talk to C-ray, and we might hang out some time. I feel so gay being excited about that... but i am desperate to talk to people who actually know a thing or two about music.
So then this weekend was my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary in Kokomo. There was a huge gathering of my extended family. and when i say huge, i mean huge. My extended family are some of the fattest people i know. I have seen more blackhole-belly buttons poking out from too short shirts this past weekend than i care to say. We all went to eat at this restaurant "Richards." goodness. Watching them all eat made me sick. It was like watching pigs eating from a feeding troff. I felt self-concious around all the cellulose so i decided to eat a piece of chicken and a roll.
Saturday night i went out to see my old friends the malins. It was good seeing all of them again. I stayed there till around 1:30 before i left for my hour and a half trip back to fort wayne. . I was so tired... i literally was falling asleep at the wheel, so i got out to stretch once... that didn't help. a few minutes later while i was driving, i re-opened my eyes to see a deer about 10 feet in front of my car. yikes. i was inches away from hitting it. That woke my senses up a little bit, but not much. When i got to huntington, i decided to get off the road for a bit. i parked in the walmart parking lot for an hour and slept. after that i got up and finished my traveling. I finally fell into my cozy bed at 4:30. blah. then i woke up at 8 to get ready to go to work at 9. i'm sitting in panera now, on my break. but i have to go. i feel like sleeping. 5 hours of sleep in the last 2 nights sucks....
what a miserable life i lead... not eating because i'm scared to get fat, sleeping in walmart parking lots, all alone. blah. i'm such a loser
So then this weekend was my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary in Kokomo. There was a huge gathering of my extended family. and when i say huge, i mean huge. My extended family are some of the fattest people i know. I have seen more blackhole-belly buttons poking out from too short shirts this past weekend than i care to say. We all went to eat at this restaurant "Richards." goodness. Watching them all eat made me sick. It was like watching pigs eating from a feeding troff. I felt self-concious around all the cellulose so i decided to eat a piece of chicken and a roll.
Saturday night i went out to see my old friends the malins. It was good seeing all of them again. I stayed there till around 1:30 before i left for my hour and a half trip back to fort wayne. . I was so tired... i literally was falling asleep at the wheel, so i got out to stretch once... that didn't help. a few minutes later while i was driving, i re-opened my eyes to see a deer about 10 feet in front of my car. yikes. i was inches away from hitting it. That woke my senses up a little bit, but not much. When i got to huntington, i decided to get off the road for a bit. i parked in the walmart parking lot for an hour and slept. after that i got up and finished my traveling. I finally fell into my cozy bed at 4:30. blah. then i woke up at 8 to get ready to go to work at 9. i'm sitting in panera now, on my break. but i have to go. i feel like sleeping. 5 hours of sleep in the last 2 nights sucks....
what a miserable life i lead... not eating because i'm scared to get fat, sleeping in walmart parking lots, all alone. blah. i'm such a loser