PB&J/Joick/NC-17
Title: PB&J
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Slash, Nick/OFC moments if you squint, but its totally harmless.
Summary: You're my type of guy, I guess.
Disclaimer: I DIDN'T DO IT.
A/N: Dedicated 1 billion % to Jenna, slowwdownsugar ♥ I hope you like it!
It’s the night before Joe leaves for college and he’s lying in bed, on his back, staring up at the ceiling. The window’s open and a cold breeze flies in, circulating through his room. He hears a soft knocking at his door; he mindlessly glances at his clock for the time before he gets up to answer it.
When he opens it his younger brothers skinny body is pressed up against him and he can feel his arms wrap around his waist. Joe reaches to close the door before he motions for Nick to place his feet on Joe’s and he walks them backwards to his bed, flopping backwards and bringing them both down.
When they become settled on Joe’s big comfy bed Joe holds Nick close, nestling his fingers in Nick’s hair.
“I don’t want you to leave,” it’s muffled and quiet but Joe’s able to understand him anyway.
“I know you don’t. And if my future didn’t depend on this, I’d stay here with you forever. But I’ll come visit when I can and I’ll be back for good in… four years.”
Nick’s hold on Joe tightens when he hears this and he nuzzles his face closer against the crook in Joe’s neck and before Joe can really realize what’s happened, Nick has fallen asleep.
*
The sun shines brightly upon the family outside, clouds littering the blue sky and leaves are threatening to fall with the wind blowing at them.
“Now, Joseph, you have to call at least once a week. Come down for Christmas and- well, every chance you get!” Joe’s mother clucked, planting kisses all over his face and hugging him nonstop. His dad and brothers watched from their spot on the lawn, amused smiles on their faces.
When Mrs. Jonas finally let go, Nick took a step towards Joe and when he made eye contact with his brother, he walked forward to hug him. Joe smiled and hugged him tight, sneaking a little kiss against his neck and pulled away, holding him at arms length, “I’ll miss ya. Stay in school, kay?”
Nick chuckled, “Sure will, Joe. Have fun,” he said, but the look on his face said, “I love you. Please don’t forget me and be safe.”
Joe’s friend, Matt, who was also going to the same college and carpooling with Joe walked forward, “Come on man, we’re going to be late.”
Joe looked back at his friend for a moment before facing his family again, saying bye one last time before he got in the car with Matt and drove off, expected to come back and visit in three months.
*
That Christmas, Joe isn’t able to come down for the weekend. He has too much work to do and can’t afford to risk not being able to cram all the information for his upcoming exams.
When Nick hears this, his exceptionally good mood goes down the drains and he sleeps for the rest of the day, trying to ignore the uncomfortable knots of disappointment in his stomach.
*
One day and two months later in February Joe is lying on his stomach on his bed talking to Nick through video chat. Nick's in the same position as Joe and he had been smiling nonstop.
When they first started talking that night Joe had worried that he interrupted Nick’s homework but the younger Jonas assured him that he hadn’t. Their talking at first was incessant but now, an hour and a half later it had died down to quiet mutterings and them voicing how much they missed the other.
“Hey Nick guess what?” Joe said, absentmindedly picking at his nails.
“Hm.”
“I love you.”
Nick smiled, blushing a little but that went unnoticed what with the low lighting, “I love you toooo!” He cooed before breaking out into a fit of giggles, amused by himself and Joe couldn’t help but laugh along ‘cause he was just too damn cute.
*
The first time Joe had actually come back home to visit had been a whole year and three months from when he first left. Nick was now fifteen and had grown taller, almost taller than Joe.
It was Christmas time and when the eighteen-year-old arrived home he was greeted by probably a billion relatives hovering around him asking how college was going and how much he had grown and changed.
The evening passed with the usual events of eating and talking. Everyone left around eleven and when the house had been cleaned up and was quiet Joe went to Nick’s room. Nothing really happened that night because Joe would be there through New Years.
*
On Monday, two days after Christmas, it’s a lazy day. The most anyone has to do is their mom who has to go grocery shopping and drags Frankie along with her. Their dad is doing yard work with the help of Kevin and the two middle Jonas’s are in the house watching TV.
Joe is studying Nick, noticing how in the year he had been gone Nick had matured, not a whole lot, but enough. He’s more manly angles now and less boyish chub. His hair has gotten a little longer and seems to have gotten curlier.
He’s a freshman in high school and according to him he’s got all A’s. Joe’s asked Nick what he thinks about high school and Nick seems to be indifferent about it. Yeah it’s nice cause they don’t have those stupid uniforms but it sucks cause since he’s a freshman everyone assumes he must be some know-it-all annoying little kid when he’s not.
Joe just smiles and assures him it’ll get better. Joe also notices how Nick dresses differently. He’s definitely not complaining because good lord he looks good; he looks like a stoner/skater but anyone that knows Nick knows he’s not.
He wears the really skinny jeans with vans and kind plain shirts but he pulls it off really well. Nick says he gets a ton of people asking him if he smokes and he just rolls his eyes and says no.
Nick also commented on how he thinks it’s absolutely stupid how they ask him, “Hey, do you blaze?”- And does the stoner voice so well Joe just laughs at him- and how he wants to hit them cause they sound so retarded from using the word 'blaze', "Like, what the fuck, I don't get it," he would say.
During Joe’s three week long visit, he gets to meet Nick’s new best friend- beside Joe, of course. Her name is Jenna and she’s nice; Joe likes that Nick is friends with her.
She’s probably about 5’5” with long blonde hair and pretty blue eyes. She’s really skinny but seems to have boundless amount of energy and happiness. According to Nick he met her in his Biology class and bam, they became best friends.
And if it weren’t for the fact that Joe was totally with Nick, he’d say Nick should go for her. Nick says he would if he liked girls and didn’t have a thing with Joe.
*
When Joe returns back to school he feels a little bit odd, like this huge piece of him is missing. He just assumes it's him missing Nick, and it probably is. His first day back is like any other, he goes to his classes and goes back to his dorm to try and finish some of his homework.
The next day he gets invited to a party, and he accepts. He doesn't go to them often seeing as how it wouldn't be much fun since he can't drink but decides to go to this one anyway. When he gets there, he's greeted by his friends, his friends that smell like weed, have bloodshot eyes and can't hardly walk straight.
While one of his friends is rambling on about how he's going to get some ass that night, Joe looks at his phone for the time, it's only 11:30. Joe looks back up at his friend who thrusts a red cup at him, telling him to drink it.
Joe just shrugs and takes it, not intending to actually drink it at first but then he got really bored and drank it anyway. The taste made him cringe at first, but he got used to it and what was one harmless drink turned into six drinks in which he became completely shit-faced.
And as he passed out on his friends' porch, he was vaguely aware of his conscious saying, "You're an idiot, I can't believe you actually did that. You are so going to pay for it," and he didn't even notice how it was in Nick's voice.
*
Nick gets his license that next fall. Jenna already had hers but since Nick got his she’s been making him drive her all over creation.
A few months prior, Nick found out that Jenna was his neighbor so the second he got home he practically ran to her house- holding up his pants the whole way so they wouldn’t fall- to thrust it into her face when she answered the door.
It took her a moment to realize what was going on but when she did she squealed and did this little clappy-jumpy thing.
“Oh my God! Nick, yay! I’m so happy for you!” She said excitedly before she hugged him.
Nick had a smile permanently painted onto his face. She had him drive her to the store after the initial excitement kind of wore off and then he went home because his mom texted him saying dinner was ready,
Nick told Joe that night; his face hurt from all the grinning he had been doing and he was practically bouncing from excitement and was just, laughing for no good reason.
“Aww, my Nicky can drive now! I’m so proud of you, baby,” Joe said, smiling wide.
Nick smiled for the billionth time that night and burst into a fit of giggles from excitement, rolling from his stomach onto his side.
*
That Christmas they didn’t do anything because their mom was sick and wasn’t in the mood for having people over.
However, the evening Joe comes home and their dad took Frankie to meet Santa, Kevin walks in one Joe and Nick making out in the upstairs bathroom and thrusting up against each other. Quiet moans and whines slipping out from the little gaps between their mouths.
The second they hear the door open they both pull away from each other and look at Kevin like two deer in the headlights. Kevin gags and turns away, “I’m just going to pretend I never saw that.” He says before he closes the door and walks off.
*
When Joe goes back to college, it’s harder for him and Nick because even though he has been gone for the past three years, the two have actually gotten closer in the time he’s been away.
Nick’s nearing the end of his junior and he’s reached full maturity now. He’s a total height of 5’11”, his muscles are definitely there but they’re subtle, not much definition. He’s become a little lanky, but only a tiny bit. His hair is dark as are his eyes but they're friendly and not scary or intimidating.
If you were to ask one of Nick’s friends to describe him, they’d smile and laugh. Then they would say that Nick was always happy, always smiling, and always laughing. Guys would say how chill he was and girls would rave about how cute he was.
In the four years Joe was away at college he had grown more mentally mature. When he first starting attending, he was a little scared sixteen year old that had just graduated early and was now going to college early.
Most everyone knew who he was because he was, well, he was sixteen and not a complete guido. Yeah, he had his moments but that was because he was young and naïve and didn’t know any better. But over the past four years he had adjusted and was now matured beyond his years.
They spent at least three nights a week talking to each other through videos and their conversations ranged from them saying nothing to them talking right over each other. Nick ended up telling Jenna about him and Joe and she had been more than understanding.
She said that even though she was beyond jealous of Joe, she knew that he made “her Nick” happy and that she’d push the jealousy aside. Nick knew she wouldn’t tell anyone and was glad that he had such a good, close friend.
*
It was 12 at night and Nick was lying on his stomach on his bed talking to Joe on the computer. Joe’s hair was a mess and he looked tired but not sleepy tired, more worn out tired.
Nick could see the stubble along the line of his jaw and it reminded him of what he wanted to say.
“Oh, Joe, guess what!” Nick blurted out suddenly.
“What?”
“I’m starting to get facial hair! See!” He shoved his chin towards the camera and pointed to the supposed hair Nick had.
“Nick I can’t see anything,” Joe said, the smile he wore showing through in his voice.
Nick huffed and laid back down, “You’re blind.”
About five minutes passed and a song came on Joe’s iTunes. Nick looked up when he heard the music and smiled as Joe started to sing along with the words.
“Do you hear me? I’m talkin’ to you. Across the water, across the deep blue ocean, under the open the sky, oh my, baby I’m tryin’,” Joe sang softly, never breaking eye contact with Nick.
“Boy I feel you, in my dreams, I hear you whisper across the sea, I keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard,” Nick sang back, his voice equally as quiet and matched the amount of emotion that could be felt even through the computer.
*
Nick and Jenna were sitting in her living room, the TV but being paid no attention to.
“…yeah, he actually sang me to sleep and when I woke up this morning my computer was dead.” Nick told Jenna, laughing a little towards the end.
Jenna smiled, “You two are such boyfriends. It’s so cute.”
Nick grinned at her, showing off his slightly crooked teeth. He wiggled a little in his seat, “Ha, yeah… I’m so excited for him to be coming home next month!” As he said this he let out a little squeal at the end, which made Jenna raise her eyebrows and laugh.
“Did you seriously just squeal Like I do?”
Nick just looked at her, “Well, what do you want me to do? Growl?” He hunched his shoulders up and stitched his eyebrows together and spoke in a deep, rough voice,” Gah! I’m so excited! Grrrr!”
At this the two seventeen year olds broke out in laughter, “Well, I don’t think Joe would appreciate his boyfriend being so girly, when he likes guys,” Jenna said after she stopped laughing.
“Well I still have a dick and I don’t have tits so I think I’m good,” Nick stated at which Jenna just rolled her eyes at him. But suddenly Nick did this weird twitchy thing and gasped.
“Jenana! We match! Look!” he exclaimed suddenly, pointing at his shirt and then hers, which did in fact have the same colors.
*
Nick was folding his laundry with his phone tucked between his ear and his shoulder as he talked to Joe.
“Mhm, I can’t wait for you to come, baby,” Nick said as he folded his brightly colored tank tops and his short-shorts and skinny jeans. The teen was home alone and the sun and wind coming through his open window and with his iPod playing in the background it set a peaceful mood that helped him focus on cleaning.
“I passed with all A’s, aren’t you proud of me? … Hahaha, sure, whatever … No, your room is exactly the same, I don’t think anyone’s had the guts to go in there except me … Well; I did you a favor and cleaned that pigsty!
“Yes, I did! … Dude, it was nasty, you had moldy food in there, I almost puked … yeah, whatever, just go drive and come home, please … okay, I love you … bye.”
Nick hung up and tossed his phone on his bed before he kicked his hamper into its respective spot in his room and went to go clean the rest of the house for Joe’s home coming.
*
Joe didn’t come home until late. He said they left late and hit awful traffic, so when he came home, he stayed up until midnight and then fell straight asleep the second his head hit the pillow.
Nick, on the other hand, had a hard time falling asleep. He wasn’t upset that he didn’t get any alone time with Joe, he understood completely. Besides, they had practically all of tomorrow together.
*
Joe woke up around seven to the smell of breakfast. He stretched and smiled, groaning from back in his throat and then got out of bed. He picked up his shirt from yesterday off the floor and tugged it on, and went to get some sweats before he pulled those on too and went downstairs.
His mom was finishing up breakfast before she left for work- she had already eaten earlier- when Joe came downstairs.
“Now, it’s just you and Nick today. There’s some money on the counter for lunch if you wanna buy something and if you boys need anything just call me, okay? I love you, bye!” She said as she pressed quick kisses to their heads and rushed out of the house.
The two boys ate in silence for a few minutes before Joe spoke up, “So, do you have any plans for today?”
Nick looked up at Joe, placing his fork next to his plate, “Nope. Just lay around and eat like always,” he replied, his laughter sparkling through in his eyes.
*
Two hours later Nick was standing in the kitchen putting away the cleaning in supplies. He was in a faded blue, yellow, and purple shirt and his underwear when Joe walked up behind him, sliding his arms around Nick’s waist and resting his chin on Nick’s shoulder.
Nick scrunched up his nose and smiled, tilting his head to the side to get Joe’s face away from his neck, “Jooee, I’m so sensitive there! Get outta my personal space, foo!” Joe laughed and stepped away when Nick turned around, mock anger on his face.
“Who you think you is, huh? You can’t just, come up in here and get in my space! I’m gonna beatcho white ass!” He exclaimed, arms flailing about as he tried not to laugh.
Joe, on the other hand, started laughing, “What the fuck?” He asked, laughter winding it’s way in between his words.
Nick grinned, “Whaaat?” he asked innocently
Joe smiled, reaching out and pulling Nick close to him, “You’re so cute.” He said before he leaned forward and kissed Nick, a hand going up to cradle his jaw.
Nick warmed up to the kiss and quickly took over, sliding his tongue out to swipe across Joe’s bottom lip, asking for entrance. Joe opened his mouth and their tongues slid and tangled together before they had to pull away for air.
Nick looked at Joe, his lips a little puffy and red before a sudden wave of lust washed over him and he took Joe’s hand and led him upstairs to his room. He pushed the door closed but it didn’t close all the way and there's a little crack in the doorway.
Joe goes straight for Nick; he wraps his arms around his neck and kisses him again, deeper this time. Nick pulls Joe closer by his waist and then brings them over to his bed.
Nick pulls away and turns them around so he can gently push Joe onto the bed before he climbs on, pulling his own shirt off before he goes to hover over Joe. He leans down to kiss Joe softly and leans back to admire his brother.
“You’ve always been so fucking hot, I swear, Joey,” Nick says quietly, sliding a hand down and then under his shirt, pushing it up for Joe to take off to expose his tan and nicely muscled but skinny chest.
The mood is quickly taking over the room and clouding the boys’ minds. Their breathing quickens and their pupils dilate with the feelings being threaded into their systems.
“Nick I want you to fuck me, okay?” Joe says, staring straight up at Nick.
This send a shock straight to his dick as his dominant side starts to show, “Hah, like I was gonna let you fuck me. Like I was going to not fuck the shit out of your tight little ass. Over my. Dead. Body.” Nick replied, leaning down and his voice lowered to a whisper and his hand was rubbing and pressing against Joe’s growing erection.
Joe can’t help but whimper at this and squirms under his little brothers’ attention, “Oh God, Nick…”
Nick starts to undo and pull off Joe’s pants and underclothes, “You won’t be able to get enough of me.” He said, tossing Joe’s clothes aside as he stayed on his knees before Joe, rubbing himself through his underclothes, showing Joe only a silhouette of himself.
Nick suddenly got up, turned around and pulled off his underwear and Joe was so not expecting to see what he saw when Nick turned around; he was huge. Joe nearly choked on his own spit when he saw Nick.
“Holy shit Nick, when in the hell did you get that?!” Joe asked, almost flabbergasted.
Nick smirked, now slowly stroking himself, “End of freshman year.” He replied as he took his place back on the bed between Joe’s legs. Joe still could hardly look away from Nick’s cock; Joe was pretty well endowed but he looked straight up small next to Nick, he was completely stumped as to how Nick got that, cause he knew Kevin wasn’t that big and he just cringed at the thought of his dad being like that. Total ew.
“Enough ogling… I wanna fuck you so bad,” Nick said quite blatantly, getting to lube from his nightstand. Joe imagined what it would feel like to have Nick thrusting in and out of him and his dick pulsed, a little drop of precum coming out the tip and onto his lower belly.
“Oh my GOD, Nick,” Joe moaned as he draped an arm over his eyes, trying to stay at least somewhat calm. He heard Nick chuckle and peeked out from under his arms to see Nick lubing himself up. Before he went to his fingers and pushed two in before Joe interrupted,
“Just start with three, and go to four,” Joe said, a faint blush covering his cheeks.
“Practicing, eh?” Nick asked, smirking a little as he replaced his two fingers with three and went straight to work.
“Maybe,” Joe forced out, Nick’s fingers sending little shocks through his gut and making him bite his lip. A few minutes passed when Joe told Nick to add a fourth and it hurt a little at first but the pain subsided quickly enough when Nick hit his prostate on accident.
Joe moaned and curled the sheets in his free hand. Nick grunted a little, pulling his hand out and just shoving into Joe without any warning; he’d never done this before but there was only one hole so it wasn’t like there was really anything to fuck up.
“Holy shit, Nick!” Joe yelled, arching up off the bed and panting heavily.
Nick inhaled deeply and focused on not coming right then and there, staying balls deep in Joe and holding onto Joe’s thighs.
“Just, just move,” Joe said.
Nick wasted no time in fucking Joe through the mattress. It seemed like no time at all before Joe was a moaning, writhing mess under his brother sexual prowess.
“Oh my fucking God, Nick, how the hell did you learn to do this?” Joe asked, letting out choked moans and groans.
“I’m just… that good, oh shit, Joe.” He gripped Joe’s hips tight and lifted them up and he had more control over his thrusts, pounding deeper and harder into Joe than before.
Joe’s breathing was impossibly deep and labored and he felt dizzy from too much oxygen to his brain- shit, he was hyperventilating. When he tried to breathe deep it just got caught in his throat and he practically screamed as Nick hit his prostate over and over again.
Sweat covered Nick’s pale body and his fingers dug into Joe’s skin, unknowingly bruising it. He could feel the shocks getting impossibly intense and he knew he wasn’t going to last much longer.
“Joe you need to come, I’m not going to until you do,” Nick panted out, reaching forward with one hand to jack Joe off.
“Oh- my- fucking- shit, I’m going to die.” Joe moaned, his hips jerking up into Nick’s hand but forward to meet Nick’s thrusts. His vision started to go grey and right before he felt like to he was going to pass out he came all over Nick’s chest.
“Nick, fuck!” Joe cried out, pulling the sheets still clutched in his hands as he came violently. The tightness and sounds and warmth were just too much for Nick and he came too. His legs twitching and moaning nonstop.
Nick inhaled deeply through his nose, trying to make the room stop tilting and stop seeing double. Nick took deep breaths and it was a good five minutes before he felt normal again. He pulled out from Joe and laid down next to him; Joe, who had his arm draped over his eyes and was still panting a little.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?” Nick asked, placing a hand by his neck.
Joe smiled a little, “I’m fine. Just, coming back from cloud nine is all.”
*
Three months later, it’s 7 in the morning and Nick is getting ready for school. He grabs a shoelace from his sock drawer and loops it through his belt loops in his low pants (He had to do this or wear a belt because if he got caught he’d get suspended or something. His school was way strict) when he noticed something.
He smiled and walked over to Joe’s room, standing in the open doorway to see his older brother standing in front of his mirror finishing up getting ready for a job interview.
“Look, Joe! My shoelace matches my shirt!” Nick exclaimed, a smile plastered across his face at the silly coincidence. Joe looked over and laughed,
“You would do that,” Joe replied, laughing a little.
Nick fake pouted, “Well sor-ry then, Mr. Grumpy Gills.” Nick said before he walked away to his own room to finish getting ready for school.
Joe just rolled his eyes and finished getting ready before he went to say bye to Nick. He walked into his room to find his brother gathering his things.
“I’m leaving, I’ll see you later, kay?” Joe said as he walked forward, looking over his shoulder to make sure the door was mostly closed before he leaned forward to press a kiss to Nick’s lips.
Nick smiled into the kiss and kissed back, pulling away a moment later, “Okay. Good luck, I love you.”
“I love you too,” Joe replied before turning to leave, “Stay in school, don’t do drugs!” He called over his shoulder before he went downstairs to leave.
Nick smiled at that and went back to getting ready when the song Lucky popped into his head, and just one part and he sang it quietly to himself, “ Boy I feel you, in my dreams, I hear you whisper across the sea, I keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard.
“Lucky I’m in love with my best friend.”
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Slash, Nick/OFC moments if you squint, but its totally harmless.
Summary: You're my type of guy, I guess.
Disclaimer: I DIDN'T DO IT.
A/N: Dedicated 1 billion % to Jenna, slowwdownsugar ♥ I hope you like it!
It’s the night before Joe leaves for college and he’s lying in bed, on his back, staring up at the ceiling. The window’s open and a cold breeze flies in, circulating through his room. He hears a soft knocking at his door; he mindlessly glances at his clock for the time before he gets up to answer it.
When he opens it his younger brothers skinny body is pressed up against him and he can feel his arms wrap around his waist. Joe reaches to close the door before he motions for Nick to place his feet on Joe’s and he walks them backwards to his bed, flopping backwards and bringing them both down.
When they become settled on Joe’s big comfy bed Joe holds Nick close, nestling his fingers in Nick’s hair.
“I don’t want you to leave,” it’s muffled and quiet but Joe’s able to understand him anyway.
“I know you don’t. And if my future didn’t depend on this, I’d stay here with you forever. But I’ll come visit when I can and I’ll be back for good in… four years.”
Nick’s hold on Joe tightens when he hears this and he nuzzles his face closer against the crook in Joe’s neck and before Joe can really realize what’s happened, Nick has fallen asleep.
*
The sun shines brightly upon the family outside, clouds littering the blue sky and leaves are threatening to fall with the wind blowing at them.
“Now, Joseph, you have to call at least once a week. Come down for Christmas and- well, every chance you get!” Joe’s mother clucked, planting kisses all over his face and hugging him nonstop. His dad and brothers watched from their spot on the lawn, amused smiles on their faces.
When Mrs. Jonas finally let go, Nick took a step towards Joe and when he made eye contact with his brother, he walked forward to hug him. Joe smiled and hugged him tight, sneaking a little kiss against his neck and pulled away, holding him at arms length, “I’ll miss ya. Stay in school, kay?”
Nick chuckled, “Sure will, Joe. Have fun,” he said, but the look on his face said, “I love you. Please don’t forget me and be safe.”
Joe’s friend, Matt, who was also going to the same college and carpooling with Joe walked forward, “Come on man, we’re going to be late.”
Joe looked back at his friend for a moment before facing his family again, saying bye one last time before he got in the car with Matt and drove off, expected to come back and visit in three months.
*
That Christmas, Joe isn’t able to come down for the weekend. He has too much work to do and can’t afford to risk not being able to cram all the information for his upcoming exams.
When Nick hears this, his exceptionally good mood goes down the drains and he sleeps for the rest of the day, trying to ignore the uncomfortable knots of disappointment in his stomach.
*
One day and two months later in February Joe is lying on his stomach on his bed talking to Nick through video chat. Nick's in the same position as Joe and he had been smiling nonstop.
When they first started talking that night Joe had worried that he interrupted Nick’s homework but the younger Jonas assured him that he hadn’t. Their talking at first was incessant but now, an hour and a half later it had died down to quiet mutterings and them voicing how much they missed the other.
“Hey Nick guess what?” Joe said, absentmindedly picking at his nails.
“Hm.”
“I love you.”
Nick smiled, blushing a little but that went unnoticed what with the low lighting, “I love you toooo!” He cooed before breaking out into a fit of giggles, amused by himself and Joe couldn’t help but laugh along ‘cause he was just too damn cute.
*
The first time Joe had actually come back home to visit had been a whole year and three months from when he first left. Nick was now fifteen and had grown taller, almost taller than Joe.
It was Christmas time and when the eighteen-year-old arrived home he was greeted by probably a billion relatives hovering around him asking how college was going and how much he had grown and changed.
The evening passed with the usual events of eating and talking. Everyone left around eleven and when the house had been cleaned up and was quiet Joe went to Nick’s room. Nothing really happened that night because Joe would be there through New Years.
*
On Monday, two days after Christmas, it’s a lazy day. The most anyone has to do is their mom who has to go grocery shopping and drags Frankie along with her. Their dad is doing yard work with the help of Kevin and the two middle Jonas’s are in the house watching TV.
Joe is studying Nick, noticing how in the year he had been gone Nick had matured, not a whole lot, but enough. He’s more manly angles now and less boyish chub. His hair has gotten a little longer and seems to have gotten curlier.
He’s a freshman in high school and according to him he’s got all A’s. Joe’s asked Nick what he thinks about high school and Nick seems to be indifferent about it. Yeah it’s nice cause they don’t have those stupid uniforms but it sucks cause since he’s a freshman everyone assumes he must be some know-it-all annoying little kid when he’s not.
Joe just smiles and assures him it’ll get better. Joe also notices how Nick dresses differently. He’s definitely not complaining because good lord he looks good; he looks like a stoner/skater but anyone that knows Nick knows he’s not.
He wears the really skinny jeans with vans and kind plain shirts but he pulls it off really well. Nick says he gets a ton of people asking him if he smokes and he just rolls his eyes and says no.
Nick also commented on how he thinks it’s absolutely stupid how they ask him, “Hey, do you blaze?”- And does the stoner voice so well Joe just laughs at him- and how he wants to hit them cause they sound so retarded from using the word 'blaze', "Like, what the fuck, I don't get it," he would say.
During Joe’s three week long visit, he gets to meet Nick’s new best friend- beside Joe, of course. Her name is Jenna and she’s nice; Joe likes that Nick is friends with her.
She’s probably about 5’5” with long blonde hair and pretty blue eyes. She’s really skinny but seems to have boundless amount of energy and happiness. According to Nick he met her in his Biology class and bam, they became best friends.
And if it weren’t for the fact that Joe was totally with Nick, he’d say Nick should go for her. Nick says he would if he liked girls and didn’t have a thing with Joe.
*
When Joe returns back to school he feels a little bit odd, like this huge piece of him is missing. He just assumes it's him missing Nick, and it probably is. His first day back is like any other, he goes to his classes and goes back to his dorm to try and finish some of his homework.
The next day he gets invited to a party, and he accepts. He doesn't go to them often seeing as how it wouldn't be much fun since he can't drink but decides to go to this one anyway. When he gets there, he's greeted by his friends, his friends that smell like weed, have bloodshot eyes and can't hardly walk straight.
While one of his friends is rambling on about how he's going to get some ass that night, Joe looks at his phone for the time, it's only 11:30. Joe looks back up at his friend who thrusts a red cup at him, telling him to drink it.
Joe just shrugs and takes it, not intending to actually drink it at first but then he got really bored and drank it anyway. The taste made him cringe at first, but he got used to it and what was one harmless drink turned into six drinks in which he became completely shit-faced.
And as he passed out on his friends' porch, he was vaguely aware of his conscious saying, "You're an idiot, I can't believe you actually did that. You are so going to pay for it," and he didn't even notice how it was in Nick's voice.
*
Nick gets his license that next fall. Jenna already had hers but since Nick got his she’s been making him drive her all over creation.
A few months prior, Nick found out that Jenna was his neighbor so the second he got home he practically ran to her house- holding up his pants the whole way so they wouldn’t fall- to thrust it into her face when she answered the door.
It took her a moment to realize what was going on but when she did she squealed and did this little clappy-jumpy thing.
“Oh my God! Nick, yay! I’m so happy for you!” She said excitedly before she hugged him.
Nick had a smile permanently painted onto his face. She had him drive her to the store after the initial excitement kind of wore off and then he went home because his mom texted him saying dinner was ready,
Nick told Joe that night; his face hurt from all the grinning he had been doing and he was practically bouncing from excitement and was just, laughing for no good reason.
“Aww, my Nicky can drive now! I’m so proud of you, baby,” Joe said, smiling wide.
Nick smiled for the billionth time that night and burst into a fit of giggles from excitement, rolling from his stomach onto his side.
*
That Christmas they didn’t do anything because their mom was sick and wasn’t in the mood for having people over.
However, the evening Joe comes home and their dad took Frankie to meet Santa, Kevin walks in one Joe and Nick making out in the upstairs bathroom and thrusting up against each other. Quiet moans and whines slipping out from the little gaps between their mouths.
The second they hear the door open they both pull away from each other and look at Kevin like two deer in the headlights. Kevin gags and turns away, “I’m just going to pretend I never saw that.” He says before he closes the door and walks off.
*
When Joe goes back to college, it’s harder for him and Nick because even though he has been gone for the past three years, the two have actually gotten closer in the time he’s been away.
Nick’s nearing the end of his junior and he’s reached full maturity now. He’s a total height of 5’11”, his muscles are definitely there but they’re subtle, not much definition. He’s become a little lanky, but only a tiny bit. His hair is dark as are his eyes but they're friendly and not scary or intimidating.
If you were to ask one of Nick’s friends to describe him, they’d smile and laugh. Then they would say that Nick was always happy, always smiling, and always laughing. Guys would say how chill he was and girls would rave about how cute he was.
In the four years Joe was away at college he had grown more mentally mature. When he first starting attending, he was a little scared sixteen year old that had just graduated early and was now going to college early.
Most everyone knew who he was because he was, well, he was sixteen and not a complete guido. Yeah, he had his moments but that was because he was young and naïve and didn’t know any better. But over the past four years he had adjusted and was now matured beyond his years.
They spent at least three nights a week talking to each other through videos and their conversations ranged from them saying nothing to them talking right over each other. Nick ended up telling Jenna about him and Joe and she had been more than understanding.
She said that even though she was beyond jealous of Joe, she knew that he made “her Nick” happy and that she’d push the jealousy aside. Nick knew she wouldn’t tell anyone and was glad that he had such a good, close friend.
*
It was 12 at night and Nick was lying on his stomach on his bed talking to Joe on the computer. Joe’s hair was a mess and he looked tired but not sleepy tired, more worn out tired.
Nick could see the stubble along the line of his jaw and it reminded him of what he wanted to say.
“Oh, Joe, guess what!” Nick blurted out suddenly.
“What?”
“I’m starting to get facial hair! See!” He shoved his chin towards the camera and pointed to the supposed hair Nick had.
“Nick I can’t see anything,” Joe said, the smile he wore showing through in his voice.
Nick huffed and laid back down, “You’re blind.”
About five minutes passed and a song came on Joe’s iTunes. Nick looked up when he heard the music and smiled as Joe started to sing along with the words.
“Do you hear me? I’m talkin’ to you. Across the water, across the deep blue ocean, under the open the sky, oh my, baby I’m tryin’,” Joe sang softly, never breaking eye contact with Nick.
“Boy I feel you, in my dreams, I hear you whisper across the sea, I keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard,” Nick sang back, his voice equally as quiet and matched the amount of emotion that could be felt even through the computer.
*
Nick and Jenna were sitting in her living room, the TV but being paid no attention to.
“…yeah, he actually sang me to sleep and when I woke up this morning my computer was dead.” Nick told Jenna, laughing a little towards the end.
Jenna smiled, “You two are such boyfriends. It’s so cute.”
Nick grinned at her, showing off his slightly crooked teeth. He wiggled a little in his seat, “Ha, yeah… I’m so excited for him to be coming home next month!” As he said this he let out a little squeal at the end, which made Jenna raise her eyebrows and laugh.
“Did you seriously just squeal Like I do?”
Nick just looked at her, “Well, what do you want me to do? Growl?” He hunched his shoulders up and stitched his eyebrows together and spoke in a deep, rough voice,” Gah! I’m so excited! Grrrr!”
At this the two seventeen year olds broke out in laughter, “Well, I don’t think Joe would appreciate his boyfriend being so girly, when he likes guys,” Jenna said after she stopped laughing.
“Well I still have a dick and I don’t have tits so I think I’m good,” Nick stated at which Jenna just rolled her eyes at him. But suddenly Nick did this weird twitchy thing and gasped.
“Jenana! We match! Look!” he exclaimed suddenly, pointing at his shirt and then hers, which did in fact have the same colors.
*
Nick was folding his laundry with his phone tucked between his ear and his shoulder as he talked to Joe.
“Mhm, I can’t wait for you to come, baby,” Nick said as he folded his brightly colored tank tops and his short-shorts and skinny jeans. The teen was home alone and the sun and wind coming through his open window and with his iPod playing in the background it set a peaceful mood that helped him focus on cleaning.
“I passed with all A’s, aren’t you proud of me? … Hahaha, sure, whatever … No, your room is exactly the same, I don’t think anyone’s had the guts to go in there except me … Well; I did you a favor and cleaned that pigsty!
“Yes, I did! … Dude, it was nasty, you had moldy food in there, I almost puked … yeah, whatever, just go drive and come home, please … okay, I love you … bye.”
Nick hung up and tossed his phone on his bed before he kicked his hamper into its respective spot in his room and went to go clean the rest of the house for Joe’s home coming.
*
Joe didn’t come home until late. He said they left late and hit awful traffic, so when he came home, he stayed up until midnight and then fell straight asleep the second his head hit the pillow.
Nick, on the other hand, had a hard time falling asleep. He wasn’t upset that he didn’t get any alone time with Joe, he understood completely. Besides, they had practically all of tomorrow together.
*
Joe woke up around seven to the smell of breakfast. He stretched and smiled, groaning from back in his throat and then got out of bed. He picked up his shirt from yesterday off the floor and tugged it on, and went to get some sweats before he pulled those on too and went downstairs.
His mom was finishing up breakfast before she left for work- she had already eaten earlier- when Joe came downstairs.
“Now, it’s just you and Nick today. There’s some money on the counter for lunch if you wanna buy something and if you boys need anything just call me, okay? I love you, bye!” She said as she pressed quick kisses to their heads and rushed out of the house.
The two boys ate in silence for a few minutes before Joe spoke up, “So, do you have any plans for today?”
Nick looked up at Joe, placing his fork next to his plate, “Nope. Just lay around and eat like always,” he replied, his laughter sparkling through in his eyes.
*
Two hours later Nick was standing in the kitchen putting away the cleaning in supplies. He was in a faded blue, yellow, and purple shirt and his underwear when Joe walked up behind him, sliding his arms around Nick’s waist and resting his chin on Nick’s shoulder.
Nick scrunched up his nose and smiled, tilting his head to the side to get Joe’s face away from his neck, “Jooee, I’m so sensitive there! Get outta my personal space, foo!” Joe laughed and stepped away when Nick turned around, mock anger on his face.
“Who you think you is, huh? You can’t just, come up in here and get in my space! I’m gonna beatcho white ass!” He exclaimed, arms flailing about as he tried not to laugh.
Joe, on the other hand, started laughing, “What the fuck?” He asked, laughter winding it’s way in between his words.
Nick grinned, “Whaaat?” he asked innocently
Joe smiled, reaching out and pulling Nick close to him, “You’re so cute.” He said before he leaned forward and kissed Nick, a hand going up to cradle his jaw.
Nick warmed up to the kiss and quickly took over, sliding his tongue out to swipe across Joe’s bottom lip, asking for entrance. Joe opened his mouth and their tongues slid and tangled together before they had to pull away for air.
Nick looked at Joe, his lips a little puffy and red before a sudden wave of lust washed over him and he took Joe’s hand and led him upstairs to his room. He pushed the door closed but it didn’t close all the way and there's a little crack in the doorway.
Joe goes straight for Nick; he wraps his arms around his neck and kisses him again, deeper this time. Nick pulls Joe closer by his waist and then brings them over to his bed.
Nick pulls away and turns them around so he can gently push Joe onto the bed before he climbs on, pulling his own shirt off before he goes to hover over Joe. He leans down to kiss Joe softly and leans back to admire his brother.
“You’ve always been so fucking hot, I swear, Joey,” Nick says quietly, sliding a hand down and then under his shirt, pushing it up for Joe to take off to expose his tan and nicely muscled but skinny chest.
The mood is quickly taking over the room and clouding the boys’ minds. Their breathing quickens and their pupils dilate with the feelings being threaded into their systems.
“Nick I want you to fuck me, okay?” Joe says, staring straight up at Nick.
This send a shock straight to his dick as his dominant side starts to show, “Hah, like I was gonna let you fuck me. Like I was going to not fuck the shit out of your tight little ass. Over my. Dead. Body.” Nick replied, leaning down and his voice lowered to a whisper and his hand was rubbing and pressing against Joe’s growing erection.
Joe can’t help but whimper at this and squirms under his little brothers’ attention, “Oh God, Nick…”
Nick starts to undo and pull off Joe’s pants and underclothes, “You won’t be able to get enough of me.” He said, tossing Joe’s clothes aside as he stayed on his knees before Joe, rubbing himself through his underclothes, showing Joe only a silhouette of himself.
Nick suddenly got up, turned around and pulled off his underwear and Joe was so not expecting to see what he saw when Nick turned around; he was huge. Joe nearly choked on his own spit when he saw Nick.
“Holy shit Nick, when in the hell did you get that?!” Joe asked, almost flabbergasted.
Nick smirked, now slowly stroking himself, “End of freshman year.” He replied as he took his place back on the bed between Joe’s legs. Joe still could hardly look away from Nick’s cock; Joe was pretty well endowed but he looked straight up small next to Nick, he was completely stumped as to how Nick got that, cause he knew Kevin wasn’t that big and he just cringed at the thought of his dad being like that. Total ew.
“Enough ogling… I wanna fuck you so bad,” Nick said quite blatantly, getting to lube from his nightstand. Joe imagined what it would feel like to have Nick thrusting in and out of him and his dick pulsed, a little drop of precum coming out the tip and onto his lower belly.
“Oh my GOD, Nick,” Joe moaned as he draped an arm over his eyes, trying to stay at least somewhat calm. He heard Nick chuckle and peeked out from under his arms to see Nick lubing himself up. Before he went to his fingers and pushed two in before Joe interrupted,
“Just start with three, and go to four,” Joe said, a faint blush covering his cheeks.
“Practicing, eh?” Nick asked, smirking a little as he replaced his two fingers with three and went straight to work.
“Maybe,” Joe forced out, Nick’s fingers sending little shocks through his gut and making him bite his lip. A few minutes passed when Joe told Nick to add a fourth and it hurt a little at first but the pain subsided quickly enough when Nick hit his prostate on accident.
Joe moaned and curled the sheets in his free hand. Nick grunted a little, pulling his hand out and just shoving into Joe without any warning; he’d never done this before but there was only one hole so it wasn’t like there was really anything to fuck up.
“Holy shit, Nick!” Joe yelled, arching up off the bed and panting heavily.
Nick inhaled deeply and focused on not coming right then and there, staying balls deep in Joe and holding onto Joe’s thighs.
“Just, just move,” Joe said.
Nick wasted no time in fucking Joe through the mattress. It seemed like no time at all before Joe was a moaning, writhing mess under his brother sexual prowess.
“Oh my fucking God, Nick, how the hell did you learn to do this?” Joe asked, letting out choked moans and groans.
“I’m just… that good, oh shit, Joe.” He gripped Joe’s hips tight and lifted them up and he had more control over his thrusts, pounding deeper and harder into Joe than before.
Joe’s breathing was impossibly deep and labored and he felt dizzy from too much oxygen to his brain- shit, he was hyperventilating. When he tried to breathe deep it just got caught in his throat and he practically screamed as Nick hit his prostate over and over again.
Sweat covered Nick’s pale body and his fingers dug into Joe’s skin, unknowingly bruising it. He could feel the shocks getting impossibly intense and he knew he wasn’t going to last much longer.
“Joe you need to come, I’m not going to until you do,” Nick panted out, reaching forward with one hand to jack Joe off.
“Oh- my- fucking- shit, I’m going to die.” Joe moaned, his hips jerking up into Nick’s hand but forward to meet Nick’s thrusts. His vision started to go grey and right before he felt like to he was going to pass out he came all over Nick’s chest.
“Nick, fuck!” Joe cried out, pulling the sheets still clutched in his hands as he came violently. The tightness and sounds and warmth were just too much for Nick and he came too. His legs twitching and moaning nonstop.
Nick inhaled deeply through his nose, trying to make the room stop tilting and stop seeing double. Nick took deep breaths and it was a good five minutes before he felt normal again. He pulled out from Joe and laid down next to him; Joe, who had his arm draped over his eyes and was still panting a little.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?” Nick asked, placing a hand by his neck.
Joe smiled a little, “I’m fine. Just, coming back from cloud nine is all.”
*
Three months later, it’s 7 in the morning and Nick is getting ready for school. He grabs a shoelace from his sock drawer and loops it through his belt loops in his low pants (He had to do this or wear a belt because if he got caught he’d get suspended or something. His school was way strict) when he noticed something.
He smiled and walked over to Joe’s room, standing in the open doorway to see his older brother standing in front of his mirror finishing up getting ready for a job interview.
“Look, Joe! My shoelace matches my shirt!” Nick exclaimed, a smile plastered across his face at the silly coincidence. Joe looked over and laughed,
“You would do that,” Joe replied, laughing a little.
Nick fake pouted, “Well sor-ry then, Mr. Grumpy Gills.” Nick said before he walked away to his own room to finish getting ready for school.
Joe just rolled his eyes and finished getting ready before he went to say bye to Nick. He walked into his room to find his brother gathering his things.
“I’m leaving, I’ll see you later, kay?” Joe said as he walked forward, looking over his shoulder to make sure the door was mostly closed before he leaned forward to press a kiss to Nick’s lips.
Nick smiled into the kiss and kissed back, pulling away a moment later, “Okay. Good luck, I love you.”
“I love you too,” Joe replied before turning to leave, “Stay in school, don’t do drugs!” He called over his shoulder before he went downstairs to leave.
Nick smiled at that and went back to getting ready when the song Lucky popped into his head, and just one part and he sang it quietly to himself, “ Boy I feel you, in my dreams, I hear you whisper across the sea, I keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard.
“Lucky I’m in love with my best friend.”