Worried. Advice? Question
1-Ok, ever since my mom's fiance died I have gained 5 pounds because I had to eat out some with my parents and I'm afraid if I gain more, I won't be able to fit into my clothes. The smallest I can wear now is a size 6. Is it the foods I'm eating. All I'm eating is whole grain, fruits and veggies and any dairy I have is low fat/fat free. I exersize daily for about and hour or maybe more and yet I'm still not losing and weight like I did the week before. Is is carbs? Exersize? What? I'm afraid to go back on a low carb diet becaue all I ate was once a day (I don't know how to cook) for a salad and it sucked.
2- I feel that I'm not good enough in art and I never have time to draw it so I'm making cosplays instead. Everytime I go to deviantart, I see better drawings and there is this one that does excellent job with copics and I want to puruse like she did and what CLAMP did (which I always tend to compare my drawings with, I hate digital art for some reason unless its the simpler cute kind). I want to go back to college and pursue in art but my dad says "Do you really want to major in that" because he thinks I'm not a born artist and some of the professors keeps telling me I should major in something else becaues I get highly upset when someone critiques my artwork yet they treat me nicer on deviantart. But yet others say I have a good imagination and was good and my own art teacher said so. What should I do?
3- College. I want to go back as previously stated but I want to go back to a univserity and I'm afraid if I goto the local community college, I'll get upset because no one will talk to me or help me with my art. I know I have friends online to talk to but not in real life. Any ideas?
Sorry for asking, this has been bugging me for the past few days.
2- I feel that I'm not good enough in art and I never have time to draw it so I'm making cosplays instead. Everytime I go to deviantart, I see better drawings and there is this one that does excellent job with copics and I want to puruse like she did and what CLAMP did (which I always tend to compare my drawings with, I hate digital art for some reason unless its the simpler cute kind). I want to go back to college and pursue in art but my dad says "Do you really want to major in that" because he thinks I'm not a born artist and some of the professors keeps telling me I should major in something else becaues I get highly upset when someone critiques my artwork yet they treat me nicer on deviantart. But yet others say I have a good imagination and was good and my own art teacher said so. What should I do?
3- College. I want to go back as previously stated but I want to go back to a univserity and I'm afraid if I goto the local community college, I'll get upset because no one will talk to me or help me with my art. I know I have friends online to talk to but not in real life. Any ideas?
Sorry for asking, this has been bugging me for the past few days.