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I don't feel like I can be myself in what is supposed to be my own home... Then again, how can you call it your home when you're having to share it with more than yourself and your significant other. Why is it that I can't seem to find any sort of spot where "I" can exist within these four walls? Why does it seem to just be absorbed and swept away as though I don't exist here. Maybe I don't...
I worry that many of the thoughts I have are to controversial for most people. Shaking the boat is one thing. Throwing a hand grenade at it, certainly another thing altogether. What sort of reaction am I supposed to have with others who are so against my own viewpoints? I've found two options which I apply on a semi-regular basis: 1. Complete disdain for the person. This one is usually the result when I feel that the counter-arguement someone provides to anything is a simple naysaying that a child might use. No logical thinking, no information which backs their opinion, just a completely uneducated, useless, and wasteful event.
I tire of this world. I tire of the box that everyone says we live in. I tire also of people telling me how I should live my life. I feel there is no reason for me to regret any decision I've ever made or will ever make. So why won't others leave me to seek out of niche in life if what I do does nothing to them? Is it simply the possibility that something controversial and different might be true which causes people to fight tooth and nail to keep it from ever coming to light? *shrugs*
I worry that many of the thoughts I have are to controversial for most people. Shaking the boat is one thing. Throwing a hand grenade at it, certainly another thing altogether. What sort of reaction am I supposed to have with others who are so against my own viewpoints? I've found two options which I apply on a semi-regular basis: 1. Complete disdain for the person. This one is usually the result when I feel that the counter-arguement someone provides to anything is a simple naysaying that a child might use. No logical thinking, no information which backs their opinion, just a completely uneducated, useless, and wasteful event.
I tire of this world. I tire of the box that everyone says we live in. I tire also of people telling me how I should live my life. I feel there is no reason for me to regret any decision I've ever made or will ever make. So why won't others leave me to seek out of niche in life if what I do does nothing to them? Is it simply the possibility that something controversial and different might be true which causes people to fight tooth and nail to keep it from ever coming to light? *shrugs*