3 years later.
I'm pretty sure it's safe to assume that few if any still read these, and that's fine. It's how I want things again. It's really how I always wanted things. Large web of moderately informed friends, small web of very well informed friends.
Anyhow, three years. What's changed. moved to oxford, had a job at the arcade for 2 years, met some other friends that I didn't have at the time. Picked up a couple hobbies that I enjoy, found some new causes worth standing for, moved from oxford back to alexandria, spent a few months with Viv's parents, moved back to jacksonville once I got a new job. Yeah. That feels like it. I know there's a lot of little stuff in the gaps. Like the cats probably, they showed up during that time.
I suppose it doesn't really matter. I mean, that's the feeling that brought me back here anyway. The belief that if I write about it it'll get better. Sure doesn't seem that way, it seems that doing that does nothing more than make me look at everything and drive myself into the dirt again.
Hey to Ben, since Viv said you said hey to me.
Anyhow, three years. What's changed. moved to oxford, had a job at the arcade for 2 years, met some other friends that I didn't have at the time. Picked up a couple hobbies that I enjoy, found some new causes worth standing for, moved from oxford back to alexandria, spent a few months with Viv's parents, moved back to jacksonville once I got a new job. Yeah. That feels like it. I know there's a lot of little stuff in the gaps. Like the cats probably, they showed up during that time.
I suppose it doesn't really matter. I mean, that's the feeling that brought me back here anyway. The belief that if I write about it it'll get better. Sure doesn't seem that way, it seems that doing that does nothing more than make me look at everything and drive myself into the dirt again.
Hey to Ben, since Viv said you said hey to me.