What's going on?
When is this year going to end? When will bad shit stop happening to myself and my friends?
I'm so frustrated and angry I just want to throw a comet at the world.
And to cap it all off I STILL don't have a solid grip on my emotions. I've been practicing so hard, but it still slips from my graps. So now aside from the world fucking with my friends, I have to inflict myself on people too.
now this isn't a plea for comfort or anything. I just have a bad habit of inficting my emotions, positive or negative, on the people around me. So when I say "inflict" what I mean is that I have a singular ability to make things more complicated then they are or need to be. so when someone has a really bad day, what do I do? make things more complicated. When someone is a ball of emotion the last thing they need is for me to inject some of MY reality into them, but it's something I do and something I wish I had better control of.
I don't have a filter on my emotions, when they act upon me, I act upon them. now at least I don't bottle stuff in, but they also make things very complicated at very crucial times. Sorry 'bout that.
I'm so frustrated and angry I just want to throw a comet at the world.
And to cap it all off I STILL don't have a solid grip on my emotions. I've been practicing so hard, but it still slips from my graps. So now aside from the world fucking with my friends, I have to inflict myself on people too.
now this isn't a plea for comfort or anything. I just have a bad habit of inficting my emotions, positive or negative, on the people around me. So when I say "inflict" what I mean is that I have a singular ability to make things more complicated then they are or need to be. so when someone has a really bad day, what do I do? make things more complicated. When someone is a ball of emotion the last thing they need is for me to inject some of MY reality into them, but it's something I do and something I wish I had better control of.
I don't have a filter on my emotions, when they act upon me, I act upon them. now at least I don't bottle stuff in, but they also make things very complicated at very crucial times. Sorry 'bout that.