Jul 28, 2004 04:02
aite..so i tried doing dis yesterday and with one stupid ass click..my whole entry dissapeared..i actually took time thinkin bout wut i shud say and i wrote it out good..and it all dissapeared..god damn dat pist me off..but bein da dumass dat i am..here i am trying this again..cuz this is one entry i cant let go..itz actually about sumthin important and sumthin i actually care about :) so here goes..ugh..EVERYTHING.
So we met in 7th grade rite..and den we neva used 2 chill cuz we jus didnt click or suntin..we were jus.."acquaintences" in da same class..but den as time moved on..we sumhow became inseperable best friends :) and itz kool cuz every 1 noes it and if dey dont i'll let em noe it :) sumtimes im jus like..damn itz kinda funny how all dis happened becuz..if one sudden move or one word wasnt said da way it had been said..den we wudnt have da friendship we have now..and i wudnt b sittin here 3:50 in da mornin writin in my livejournal..dedicating dis 2 u. itz actually..VERY amazing 2 me how dis all works out. but n e wayz..wut else can i say...i mean..every other word out there dat means sumthing funny..we have an inside joke to lol. daz kool man..and how we can relate 2 almost n e thin dat we talk about...happy or sad..we noe how we both feel and noe wut 2 say n wut not 2 say. god damn..u jus will neva noe how lucky i feel havin a friend like u and havin a person like u influence my life in every way possible. itz like..w/o u honestly i wudnt be as happy as i was now..although sumtimes i get kinda stupid n depressed..ur always helpin me get out of it no matter how annoyin or stupid i get..and i've always hoped 2 have sum 1 like dat as my friend or at least 2 have sum 1 like dat in my life..and it came tru! but damn..now im not writin as good as i was yesterday..cuz my brain's drifting off on me..but i noe wut i wana say..and itz thank u..for everything..seriously..thank u 4 all da smiles n laughes..thank u 4 da stupid arguments dat we always look bad 2 and laugh about...thank u 4 da stupid nigger n joo jokes dat r never ending..*literally* lol..thank u 4 ur time..thank u 4 being a big part of my life..and i can go on forever...but thank u most for letting me be a part of ur life :) good or bad..their all part of our memories and they stay..for a loooong ass time :) im writin this like we're neva gona c each otha agian..wen we noe we're prolly gona hang out like tomorrow or suntin..and our lives are jus starting..i mean i love our plans...im looking forward 2 everything..and i feel myself changing..to be a better person..2 every 1 else..jus becuz u say things dat mean a lot 2 me and ur actually one of da few people i take advice from and actually listen 2 :) man..im full of gratitude and like lil happy feelings..knowing dat i have sum 1 like u i can turn 2 talk 2 and trust with about anything i want. ur like a mom/dad/family i never had lol and i appreciate it so much..if i cud i'd express 2 u how thankful i am..but we have a long way ahead of us..and i promise u..by da time we're 76 sittin on a couch watching future jerry springer..u'll b tired of hearin me say thanks 4 a great life n thanks 4 being da best best friend ever.. dat u'll take my fake teeth out and step on em so dat i wont b able 2 talk no more from dat point on lol but ..ugh..i wish i cud do dis beta..and yea sumday soon i will write a better thing on here but for now this is da best i can do..but i hope u noe dat even if i dont write it out and let da whole world noe...dat i always do feel da same about our friendship and i hope we b best friends till da day we say goodbye into our graves :) i love u 4 who u are and YES if u were black I'd STILL talk 2 u! u fuckin racist lol. n e wayz..dis was FROM: Sara Taubenkimel aka Sushi aka Nemo (emily) lol aka idunoeveryonecallsmesumthindifferenteverydaysowhodahellcares TO: Jeri Keating (I noe u hate being called Jeri****) aka Boob aka Munch aka Bubble Butt aka miget aka uhavetoomanynamesandtheirconfusingsowhodahellcares lol AKA My Best Friend ;) im outtie g nite 2 every 1 and i luv ya all :D <33
o..sorry bout da coloring..i got lazy wit da bottom half..lol