im not your boyfriend baby
i cant believe its already the end. oit feels like yesterday was thursday, finding out there was no school on friday. back to school. january is going to be hell considering all of the swim meets i have and its the end of second quarter. i cant imagine the stress and i dont want to. i need to stay positive. its a new year and i dont ahve a new years resolution. im so not motivated. normally i would say to beat healthy but i always fail miserablely with that resolution. i think my goals are to train for the triathlon in july and work my ass off to make a lot of money in the summer. possibly find another job? i know ill hate it but its better than working my ass off to pay college loans following college. who knows...maybe i could travel a bit? things to look forward to: winterball, sideshow on wednesday, february vacation. lately ive fallen in love with new music. its exciting. i love music. i wish i had a music player in my head and could tune people out without headphones. again, im so thankful for my friends. i cant stop thinking about how great my friends are. like wow. we have our problems but everyone does. i never thought 2008 would end the way it did and begin the way it did. i dont really know what it is that makes me so suprised but i think im just afraid to be so happy about myself. its the same stresses but with more positives. im just ranting now...avoinding bed and setting my alarm for school tomorrow. snooze button is broken too....gahhhh.
i hope you can see this vidoe because its amazing.