3 babies in the backseat singing "hey you!"
i dont feel like writing about my vacation. it was amazing to say the least and im said its over. i feel like ive reconnected with so many people in the past months. im not going to review my year because really, who cares? i wrote plenty of entries that explain basically everything. i am so grateful for my friends and how close we've grown during junior year. i cant believe its 2009. so many things have changed.
i had an idea last night. more like theory or something. oh right, an analogy. i was thinking about all the times when m driving and im approaching an intersection and the light turns green. i put on my breaks to not speed through the interesection, scared I could be hit by a car coming from another direction. its kind of scary cruising at 30 mph through an intersection where an jerk could not be paying attention. maybe its all the action movies ive seen with car chases. who knows. in my mind, i compare that moment of nervousness and anxiety and its later feeling of releief and gratefulness with relationships. at times, you're cruising along, things are to good to be true, the lights turning green. nothing can stop you. you have this feeling of slowing down, as to not ge hurt. put the brake on and move cautiously. in a moment, you realize, everything is okay. be happy and keep moving but dont forget that moment of being scared. not everything can be good all the time, but you deserve to feel good all the time.
i had an idea last night. more like theory or something. oh right, an analogy. i was thinking about all the times when m driving and im approaching an intersection and the light turns green. i put on my breaks to not speed through the interesection, scared I could be hit by a car coming from another direction. its kind of scary cruising at 30 mph through an intersection where an jerk could not be paying attention. maybe its all the action movies ive seen with car chases. who knows. in my mind, i compare that moment of nervousness and anxiety and its later feeling of releief and gratefulness with relationships. at times, you're cruising along, things are to good to be true, the lights turning green. nothing can stop you. you have this feeling of slowing down, as to not ge hurt. put the brake on and move cautiously. in a moment, you realize, everything is okay. be happy and keep moving but dont forget that moment of being scared. not everything can be good all the time, but you deserve to feel good all the time.