Apr 11, 2005 20:43
831...- 8 letters - 3 words - 1 phrase -
i love you
i hate you
i miss you
"i love you" has 8 leters....but so does "bullshit"
"Love" means a lot to me. im truly lucky to be loved by someone so great and kno that i can always count on them to be there for me. hes never let me down and hes always been there for me. at the gas station after midnight all alone and im freakin out bc courtney n steve-o went the wrong way wen we all left steak n shake. Chris..was my bf at the time..followed courtney n steve-o in his car but i didnt ride with him bc i was sick of him and i really liked kris o i rode with him....WELL kris knew where he was going. steve-o didnt bc he lives like 2 hours away from here and courtney is just a blonde like that and chris didnt kno where he was going either. courtney said she knew how to get home but she didnt and they ended up in wright city instead of o fallon and chris was following them and then he got pissed n lost them and then just went to his house out in warrington and i didnt have courtneys # or steve-os # and neither did kris so we r waiting for them to call us cuz they had our #s and when i thought it was them it ended up being my mom bc yeah the screen on my phone is still broken so i didnt kno who it was and shes flippin out on me bc i didnt tell her where i was at or going and then i wasnt answering and then it just keeps gettin later n im freakin out even more now bc courtney n steve-o r sooo lost and my moms pissed at me and i was so scared about everything that i was shaking. i just couldnt stop. kris was still going out with Brandi then and i was going out with Chris so we both knew we couldnt do anything but the tension was sooo hard to resist but we didnt do anything. NOW im single..well i broke up with al...he just doesnt know it yet bc i dont feel like calling him and i think hes out of town or sumthin like that for baseball so he can wait and kris and brandi broke up and kris told me how me feels bout me and i told him how i feel and things r good but we rnt going out. weve hooked up and it seemes like we r going out bc we r always together and we always argue bout who loves who more. its great. hes great. everythings great. i dont know how i feel about matt nemore. wen im in florida everythign is perfect and i think im so inlove with him and its a great feeling but wen im in mo i dont feel that way at all. when im here we dont even talk. hes ALWAYS at wrk n it sux not even being able to talk to him. but i always feel strongly about kris. i always have. he says hes liked me from the 1st night we met and i thought about it right after he said it and i was naked almoast the whole night. but anyways, i dont think that kris is guna ask me out. i think that he just wants stuff n he thinks he can get it from me without having to go out with me. o well we'll see what happens. he said he was guna ask me out on friday but things got a lil carried away and i dont think either of us really cared if we were going out or not. lol but now i do. im very confusing....o well.
a lot of shit happened over SB!! it was GREAT but im noit guna go into detail bc i wud get in a lota lota trouble if a certain sum1 read this but it was the best! summer with kyle is guna b the shit bitchez! ily!
i made courtney a lj .. fire_of_faries2 haa shes a hoe but i love her.