alright. you win.

Oct 05, 2005 01:24

my head. my ears. my neck. my shoulders. my back. my wings. my arms. my fingers. my stomach. my @$$. my legs. my toes. i surrender. what more do you want?

i liked the rain tonight. i like movies. even those kind. i dont really hate them...just the endings.

it was good. no brakes. all wet. hear you breathing. nothing but the rain. hot and cold. like the song. i didn't hate you. i gotta go. all alone. silence. thinking to myself. staring into my eyes. roll to a stop. like a movie. my life.

it's like a game. we're all playing. even you. but you don't know you're playing, and you don't know the rules. i make them up as i go. it's my game. but i pretend like you know we're playing. it's fun. i enjoy it, and that's all that matters.

"she's the last person who would ever do something like that." wow.

what is my problem. i can't stop ____________. dub ewe tee eff, mate? _________. do it. it wouldn't hurt me. i'll be fine. won't feel a thing. i can't feel that kind of pain. i wonder if you still care anymore. i mean, i know you do...i think, but...i feel like you don't. and that sucks. that you win. it's a sign. both of those things were. i'm not supposed to care. anymore. be done with it. i can handle it on my own. don't need you. i miss you though. and that is why you win. eff.

i wanna go run. far. "fah fah-way" like i used to. even though i didn't get anywhere..but closer to you. f*ck me.

i feel like i tell you so much yet get nowhere close to my point. even though i do..it's never enough. i want you to know it all. everything. but theres too much. i want the same for me. to make it stronger. even better.

f*ck #8 on this cd. *changes it immediately*

going to spoon myself in my warm bed. i need it. *the spoon......
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