There IS only one.
i wish i could sing.
i love it when people can sing. It's beautiful...a turn on. guy or girl. love it.
fallen down. breaking through. i wish I could just get to you. where you are. where I stand. its not too much but I could use a hand. wish you were right by my side. never leave me alone at night. just to hear your thoughtful voice. id give it all. take back my choice. scream my name. i cannot hear you. i just wanted to be near you. ill take it back. endure the pain. for one more chance. ill ignore your disdain.
so I'm really...horny, for lack of better words, at the moment, and that's sad. sad for me. boo hoo. oh well. i'll...get over it..........
i need to find a place to live. *looks at the clock* wish they'd call me. I really am not feelin the whole living-outta-my-truck deal. not at all.
I find it funny how the rain can get to you. Suck everything inside of you..out..and blow it away like the white seeds on a dandelion...just blowing away into the air with one small blow of air. gone. like a freight train. gone like..yesterday. gone like the soldiers in the civil war. bang bang. gone...........
then theres nothing. just the occasional strobe effect and the thick rumbling of thunder in the disance and that follows...distracting you from the mesmorizing constance of wetness that saturates what's left.
this summer has broadened my horizons as far as music goes. I have come to like anything and everything...until this week. none of my cd's and no radio station can seem to satisfy my musical thirst. Usually, as my mood would change throughout the day I could find SOMETHING...SOMEWHERE to return my smile, but something...somewhere has changed that..
I don't like music this week, but the sound of silence drives me insane.
I want to see a movie. Haven't seen any in a while. Was going to. plans failed. f*cking plans. why must they exist? it's difficult to be random sometimes, yet if you make plans, they always seem to get screwed up. i hate that. f*ck that. I just went ahead and told myself the secrets that might as well be told...I'm not going to be able to ______. ______ won't go through with ___________ or __________ and neither will she. ____ will never get over the fact that _______ and you will never change. I can hope and pray and dream, but I will always be the excuse for my failure or success. You really can't rely on anyone to always follow through. Get the job done. make you happy. be there for you. do anything for you. be honest in every respect with you. or even care for you.
.......................................all the time. and that's sad.
in ANY situation, even the person who you "know" would never forsake you....you're wrong.
I've changed the title to this 3 times already. I love thoughtful, yet random titelse for things...journal posts, songs, headings, etc. Makes me happy.
I miss you. The rain...as it progressively gets louder..falls harder..soaks things more quickly...it's like tears...when emotions grow. It overcomes you...and you don't really know where it comes from, but like a rainstorm..it's there and there's nothing you can do about it until the clouds disperse into the darkness because now it's nighttime and you're all alone. But the sky is clear now. The stars are out. Your eyes sparkle now, but it's still hard to see. Wait until the morning when the sun raises and it's a new day. A new beginning as they say but it will soon fade away into tomorrow's night. come sleep with me, angel.
i love it when people can sing. It's beautiful...a turn on. guy or girl. love it.
fallen down. breaking through. i wish I could just get to you. where you are. where I stand. its not too much but I could use a hand. wish you were right by my side. never leave me alone at night. just to hear your thoughtful voice. id give it all. take back my choice. scream my name. i cannot hear you. i just wanted to be near you. ill take it back. endure the pain. for one more chance. ill ignore your disdain.
so I'm really...horny, for lack of better words, at the moment, and that's sad. sad for me. boo hoo. oh well. i'll...get over it..........
i need to find a place to live. *looks at the clock* wish they'd call me. I really am not feelin the whole living-outta-my-truck deal. not at all.
I find it funny how the rain can get to you. Suck everything inside of you..out..and blow it away like the white seeds on a dandelion...just blowing away into the air with one small blow of air. gone. like a freight train. gone like..yesterday. gone like the soldiers in the civil war. bang bang. gone...........
then theres nothing. just the occasional strobe effect and the thick rumbling of thunder in the disance and that follows...distracting you from the mesmorizing constance of wetness that saturates what's left.
this summer has broadened my horizons as far as music goes. I have come to like anything and everything...until this week. none of my cd's and no radio station can seem to satisfy my musical thirst. Usually, as my mood would change throughout the day I could find SOMETHING...SOMEWHERE to return my smile, but something...somewhere has changed that..
I don't like music this week, but the sound of silence drives me insane.
I want to see a movie. Haven't seen any in a while. Was going to. plans failed. f*cking plans. why must they exist? it's difficult to be random sometimes, yet if you make plans, they always seem to get screwed up. i hate that. f*ck that. I just went ahead and told myself the secrets that might as well be told...I'm not going to be able to ______. ______ won't go through with ___________ or __________ and neither will she. ____ will never get over the fact that _______ and you will never change. I can hope and pray and dream, but I will always be the excuse for my failure or success. You really can't rely on anyone to always follow through. Get the job done. make you happy. be there for you. do anything for you. be honest in every respect with you. or even care for you.
.......................................all the time. and that's sad.
in ANY situation, even the person who you "know" would never forsake you....you're wrong.
I've changed the title to this 3 times already. I love thoughtful, yet random titelse for things...journal posts, songs, headings, etc. Makes me happy.
I miss you. The rain...as it progressively gets louder..falls harder..soaks things more quickly...it's like tears...when emotions grow. It overcomes you...and you don't really know where it comes from, but like a rainstorm..it's there and there's nothing you can do about it until the clouds disperse into the darkness because now it's nighttime and you're all alone. But the sky is clear now. The stars are out. Your eyes sparkle now, but it's still hard to see. Wait until the morning when the sun raises and it's a new day. A new beginning as they say but it will soon fade away into tomorrow's night. come sleep with me, angel.