Jul 14, 2005 21:55
sooo....Im sittin here chillin in D to tha C...checkin out these HOT pics that she just put up on a website. lmao. d@mn. that is all I can say. hahaha. yeh.. i was there...lol
some of them prolly should not be...exposed to...minors..for obvious reasons, not cuz they;re dirty, but just cuz..well, cuz they shouldnt. lol........
aaaaaaaanyways, hah so I have perma-grin right now. and I am fine w that...lol and i think my face is a little red...(even tho YOU usually have that problem, not me). o well
omg so we went into the city today to the plaza and my lil cousin Emily who is 4 (her lil bro is 2..Christopher) would NOT let me go..she would like want to hold me hand EVERYwhere we went and I carried her like ALL day. i loved it though. like i took a nap and she was apparently putting her blonde little head on my chest and staring up at me w/ those adorable blue eyes and then she'd go off and sit and just stare at me...would NOT let me out of her sight. when she would see me if i did have to leave her for a second, she'd have this huge excited "omg you're my heeeeeeero" smile ion her face and she'd like say my name kinda like "silly! where have u beeeeeen?" iono it was the cutest thing of life and now i want one...like her. heh. for those of you who know me well, it's not very often u hear me say THAT, but i have been surrounded by lil kids from like 1-6 lately and now i want one of my own...*sighs* good luck w that tho, huh?
we'll see....
on the long as crap drive up here I uh..talked....to my mom about...stuff...haha but it was nice. I actually enjoyed it. I WANT her to know about my life, but never really thought she wanted to know so just never bothered cuz she never asked. well we had some hardcore mother/daughter time obviously and so it came up...and she knows about most of the general things and we talked about...and i made her happy by saying _________that.
cuz u know what? I think that if __________________. so, yeh. Hopefully, it will happen...but nobody knows. It's like...the lotto..except...in one town. It was sooo crazy though! I like...*felt* it. iono wierd.
But yeh, everyone's been tellin me that I look like I've lost weight!!??!! I mean..yeh I guess I have lost like 15 pounds, but I haven't really noticed a physical difference..I guess I see me everyday tho. Iono, but i like hearing it...beside from the "eat a cheeseburger" ppl...*points at u*
o well. ion really care. all i know is its summer, and I'm almost back to the old chelsey and I'm gonna be "almost 20" on the 23rd! *woop* aint no BABY no more! mmhmmm!
*BIG SMILE*