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This is my motivater....
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Surfington9797: um he wont callme back
hsl beach bum: honestly jen. if he calls you can't pick up. And if he leaves messages it doesnt matter. and if he doesnt call you cant call him, even to "talk about everything" and you have to do this for TWO MONTHS
hsl beach bum: and then things will start to get better
hsl beach bum: cause it's not like you guys are ever going to be the way you used to be
hsl beach bum: so stop dragging it out. okay thats all I have to say I hope that didnt sound mean
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hsl beach bum: yes. me knowing that *i&li$n and @la^e probably fucked this weekend doesnt even bother me. knowing that hes having girls spend the night in his bed doesnt even bother me. im just like, whatever he can do whatever he wants. it's not a part of my life anymore and it doesnt affect me
hsl beach bum: a month ago i would have spent hours thinking about those things and crying and now a minute after i hear them ive already forgotten about them
hsl beach bum: he doesnt cross my mind anymore
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hsl beach bum: jess said she read in Cosmo that after you break up with someone you should have 60 days where you dont have any contact with them to help you heal and its been almost that long for me and im thinking that what they said is pretty true
hsl beach bum: lol
hsl beach bum: i feel like a motivational speaker right now
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Soo i get what you're saying.. but it's so hard when i'm still listening to his voice. I don't want to be the bad gay in this whole thing...what if i can't stand knowing that it ended because of me and because it was my choice. and then it might even come hit me in the back in a couple of years. I always get half way there and then i turn around and start all over again. and half way there is the hardest part. ???i dont know if i can do it i might just love him too much.
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Surfington9797: um he wont callme back
hsl beach bum: honestly jen. if he calls you can't pick up. And if he leaves messages it doesnt matter. and if he doesnt call you cant call him, even to "talk about everything" and you have to do this for TWO MONTHS
hsl beach bum: and then things will start to get better
hsl beach bum: cause it's not like you guys are ever going to be the way you used to be
hsl beach bum: so stop dragging it out. okay thats all I have to say I hope that didnt sound mean
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hsl beach bum: yes. me knowing that *i&li$n and @la^e probably fucked this weekend doesnt even bother me. knowing that hes having girls spend the night in his bed doesnt even bother me. im just like, whatever he can do whatever he wants. it's not a part of my life anymore and it doesnt affect me
hsl beach bum: a month ago i would have spent hours thinking about those things and crying and now a minute after i hear them ive already forgotten about them
hsl beach bum: he doesnt cross my mind anymore
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hsl beach bum: jess said she read in Cosmo that after you break up with someone you should have 60 days where you dont have any contact with them to help you heal and its been almost that long for me and im thinking that what they said is pretty true
hsl beach bum: lol
hsl beach bum: i feel like a motivational speaker right now
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Soo i get what you're saying.. but it's so hard when i'm still listening to his voice. I don't want to be the bad gay in this whole thing...what if i can't stand knowing that it ended because of me and because it was my choice. and then it might even come hit me in the back in a couple of years. I always get half way there and then i turn around and start all over again. and half way there is the hardest part. ???i dont know if i can do it i might just love him too much.