Change of plans. I'm still excited to go home this weekend, but just to go shopping. And to see my family. I guess he just needed someone to help him pass the time?

Lesson learned.

 Even with all the misunderstandings, all the doctor's appointment stuff, transfer stuff, etc. life has been extremely good. I'm going home on the 8th and I'm excited because I get to see Zachary. I mean I talk to him all the time, but it'll be nice to see him. I can't wait until this summer, oh well only three more weeks ( Read more... )

This is the third time I've had to argue with the registrar's office about THE SAME TRANSCRIPT!! I think they don't want me to leave... haha. Right. Anyway, my mom is going to see a surgeon today, so that means everything is going to be even better, yay! Okay enough procrastinating, time to write my paper.

 What to make of all this... I don't know. I guess it isn't a big deal, so I shouldn't stress over it. What happens happens and I do trust him... I think. I don't know, he was just bitching about how I "talked to other guys and make one on one plans with them" and don't tell these guys about him, but isn't he kind of doing the same thing? But oh ( Read more... )

I think I have let myself get too out of focus. I should remember what my mom told me when I left for school in June, "Don't forget what you're going to college for." It sounds dumb, but I think I've let life and all of this social business take over. It has started to make me think too much about everything and question everything and doubt ( Read more... )

Life is good right now. Well, except for school. I guess I'm just over it, I mean I've been going to school for three straight semesters. I'm ready for a nice long break. Only I won't really have one because I'm going to take summer classes during both summer sessions... fml. I can't wait to go home for Easter and see my family and some friends and ( Read more... )

 I've been feeling really out of it the past couple of days. Just like I'm not satisfied with myself and with the way things are going. I mean they were going really well, but now it's just kinda.... bleh.

I don't think he likes my friends. That really bothers me. I mean he has the right to an opinion but he doesn't have the right to talk about them ( Read more... )

3 test, 1 oral presentation, 1 paper - 2 weeks. FML ( Read more... )

I'm super excited about spring break! Only a couple weeks left until I get to finally enjoy the beach! This semester is going soooo much better than the fall and last summer, but I'm still leaving Austin in May :( I think the only reason I'm doing well is because I'm taking a butt load of liberal arts classes ( Read more... )

I feel horrible. He's so sweet and thoughtful, but I'm just not feeling it. But I'm so terrified of telling him, because I don't want to hurt his feelings. Which isn't good because John keeps telling me the longer I wait, the worse it will be. I mean, he really tries hard. He really took the time to get to know me. Like, we would go on walks and ( Read more... )