Jan 27, 2005 10:21
The doctor always scares me to death. I feel like I am going to throw up everytime I am in there. That is quite ironic because I never feel sick on stage in front of people, I am good with an audience. Maybe if the audience was wearing the customary attire of a doctor, the white coat and crap, then I might puke across the spotlight marked stage and possibly devulge into an encore on that note. I always wonder if the doctor freaks out and stuff like last time I talked to him he freaked out. It was kinda uncomfortable and very unprofessional. I have to go really soon actually and I am feeling uncontrollably sick and I am shaking I hate this so much.well i better get going. pray for me if you get a chance. i am scared to death. hopefully nothing is as serious as it seems and everything turns out fine. i hate news. especially news from doctors. as if one could relate the stork to a harbinger of birth,he too could determine that the doctor is the omenous clairevoyant of death.