In only a matter of time
I am very upset about the current status of the store I work at. It absolutely sucks. So yeah. Apparently Brady, Mike, and Adam are all leaving. Adam says he was only a transfer fill in person at hollister and now hes working at the avenue. that sucks ass. he was one of the few people i really got along with there. partially because he is the first person who really talked to me besides just yelling at me for not doing things correctly... and because we had a lot in common too. that sucks ass. hollister will not be the same without him and it is going to suck to not have him to talk to. maybe he will come back after all. hopefully- as who in their right mind would chose to work with chris lee and emma over the people who are at hollister? i have to study for government and math tests- but i dont really feel like it for once in life. i am so apathetic in school. my life outside of school is just up and down as work fluctuates and the people who work there do so likewise. this is because they have been like my family for the past two months and more. i have spent over 20 hours with them weekly and now theyre leaving. i hate the new manager. i hate it that everything was so perfect and it didnt last. man cannot deal with utopia as i have stated thus thrice now. he reaches perfection and chooses to leave on his own will. i am very pissed. ahh... just when i get to be good friends with the people i work with to the point where we would hang out and stuff... people leave. oh well i cant affect that. i guess this just makes me that much more ready to go to california. i only have one semester left here and i guess it sucks to make such good friends and to finally have met people i fit in with and then to lose them... and to lose them before the semester is over too. i hate this. maybe im being dramatic. and yes i know so. but please dont give your comments stating the obvious. i am being dramatic because i want to be. i see things differently... just let it be. my words are my words. i mean what i say. or else i wouldnt say it. you'd feel the same way if you felt lost all your life and never fitting in and then one day you find yourself in a place you actually feel comfortable calling home and people you actually consider your family and then you lose it all... what is it that man strives for? success cannot be it because as surely as he rises to achievement he shall fall to demise.... all good things come to pass. in only a matter of time