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[surfchik]

wow loooooooooooooooooong extremely COLD day today. went to SOS =) for like the first time in FOREVER! some girl walked out cuz she was pissed and Trish...johnnys partner...started talking about suicide and starting like balling...it was really sad. and IVe also found out that we have a LOT of gay ppl in our school =/ ...I dont wanna be surrounded by gay people my age. but w/e. I cant change that. talked to Victor last night ....that was hell. I'm never talking to him again. and If I ever find out that any of my friends are wanting to get involved with him cuz hes like ooober gorgeous....Im never talking to you again. he comes off as a very sweet gorgeous hot guy...but once you get to know him....like DEEP DOWN in him...hes a total jackass and a typical college guy of course. just wants sex and only wants a relationship so he has someone to go home to and have sex with everyday. its the truth. and UNFORTUNATELY....I had to find that out the hard way...but o well. learn from your mistakes. I told heather last night that I want to have sex with Jesse =P mainly as a JOKE...and I dont think I have EVER seen her flip the way she did! =X in my opinion I thought it was hilarious...but she didnt. she basically told me that if I do...im a slut. WOW... I make my own decisions...and no ones gonna change them but me.

soooooooooo anyways....I feel so lonely. =( ....I wanna move. to south carolina. god.

If Jesse comes for sure...he'll be here in exactly 3 days!!!!!!!! =) ahhh cant fucking wait! this weekend is going to be the best weekend of my life. and NO ONE IS GONNA RUIN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had 2 REALLY weird dreams. wasnt about snakes and spiders this time. =P lol one was me makin out with miles....and the other was me makin out with paul...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA man I was pimpin it in my dreams.

im out bitches....
.::.yOu dont know ME BITCH!.::.