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man Just when I get all excited...theres ALWAYS SOMETHING TO RUIN IT! so talked to Jesse last night and apparently his 2 friends are fucking idiots and both got in an argument with their g/f's...I find it ironic how BOTH couples get in a fight at the exact same time....so they dont wanna come down here considering their not happy ones with the 2 girls theyd be coming down to see. GREAT! cuz uh I hope they know THEY MESSED UP MY CHANCE TO SEE MY BOI! whom of course I have not seen in ooooooooo only about 10 months!
but Jesse said they'll most likely get over it in a day or two so to plan on him comin down anyways. I really hope he does =( I dont think he knows how much it means to me. no matter how much I tell him. GOD I FREAKIN LOVE HIM. and it feels fucking awesome to know that hes MINE! thinking of him and how lucky I am...makes me not want to even glance at a guy here.
so anyways.....had to wake up hella early this morning to babysit and it was horrible. I also had like a freak night mare last night about snakes and spiders and I remember waking up and stripping my bed at 2am to make sure there werent any spiders in it. lol silly me. =P ....have to babysit this friday =( Im getting so sick of babysitting. I want a job. I dont care how much I get paid. just get me away from babysitting. so I drove quite a lot yesterday and had a horrible driving experience. do parents think that yelling at you in the passenger seat is gonna teach us anything? I DONT THINK SO!!!!!!!
fuck....im tired....going to bed
.::.how does it feel to be an american idiot?.::.
but Jesse said they'll most likely get over it in a day or two so to plan on him comin down anyways. I really hope he does =( I dont think he knows how much it means to me. no matter how much I tell him. GOD I FREAKIN LOVE HIM. and it feels fucking awesome to know that hes MINE! thinking of him and how lucky I am...makes me not want to even glance at a guy here.
so anyways.....had to wake up hella early this morning to babysit and it was horrible. I also had like a freak night mare last night about snakes and spiders and I remember waking up and stripping my bed at 2am to make sure there werent any spiders in it. lol silly me. =P ....have to babysit this friday =( Im getting so sick of babysitting. I want a job. I dont care how much I get paid. just get me away from babysitting. so I drove quite a lot yesterday and had a horrible driving experience. do parents think that yelling at you in the passenger seat is gonna teach us anything? I DONT THINK SO!!!!!!!
fuck....im tired....going to bed
.::.how does it feel to be an american idiot?.::.