ugh

[surf_colorado]

god, things are so retarded right now. i feel like such an outsider, i've lost someone who once was my best friend. i feel so unincluded, does anyone actually care if they see me? i look at pictures of her and her new friends and its like i never even existed. plans made in the past are just that: the past. it seems like there is no future

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[bound_to_ramble]

for now all i have is b.a.r.t. and cigarettes
bella, vodka, and ganja.

sounds like the story of my life... except the bella part. i wish bella was my friend.

[surf_colorado]

yeah, she's pretty tight.

i guess we aren't really like fans of the popular crowd (excluding a few, like you...)

[bound_to_ramble]

loooooool. since when am I part of that beezy bopper crowd? puh-lease!

[surf_colorado]

lol well it seems that you hang out with them, i could be wrong... i've only ever been to like 2 or 3 bentley parties, how sad is that?

[surf_colorado]

that was meant in a good way, btw, it seemed a little ambiguous.