May 09, 2006 21:24
god, things are so retarded right now. i feel like such an outsider, i've lost someone who once was my best friend. i feel so unincluded, does anyone actually care if they see me? i look at pictures of her and her new friends and its like i never even existed. plans made in the past are just that: the past. it seems like there is no future.
i have no future
i need to get away from here
my mom is driving me insane, she's so loud and goshe and annoying
she's exactly everything i hate
september 17th, please come soon
for now all i have is b.a.r.t. and cigarettes
bella, vodka, and ganja.