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This is such a shitty time to be a college kid. As much as you bust your ass, you're stil broke. All the money you earn at your bullshit job goes to bills and essentials. I'm getting close to where I can't even afford the essentials. I need to find a way to earn additonal income fast before I get to the point where I'm living in a box full of my own waste.
At times, I get frustrated that I'm not as fortunate as many other people my age. People who has strong support from their families to excel. I feel that my family really don't care what I do. I get no financial support from them, along with zero interest in what my goals are. It's gay, but oh well. It bothers me at times, but I do my best to ignore it and move forward.
In brighter news, I been sober for 4 days in a row! No pot! No alcohol! Since school is about to start, I'm going to slow down a lot. I say all the fun has been side tracking me. I still intend to party, but I'll be bringing my drinking down to a minimum within the next few weeks. No more drinking in the middle of the week for no reason. I think my liver is going to appreciate this.
Along with that, I'm going to try to get on a stricter diet. I've gain some weight over the summer. Thus, I been cutting down on the sweets a little. One day, my body will be toned up where I'm not embarassed to walk around with my shirt off. Then I'll start allowing fawns to lick butter cream off my nipples (lucky fawns).
I don't know what it is, but the corners of my mouth have been cracking for the past few months. I don't know what's causing this to constantly happen. I tried to research this on Google, and I'm assuming that I'm lacking in my vitamin B intake. I did read that niacin is like a form of viatimin B or some shit, so I started taking some yesterday. Then today, the left side of mouth started cracking more! It's horrible! One week, the right side will start doing it, then finally heal. The next day, it's my left side! It never ends! Now, I been getting jealous of people who has uncracked corners on their mouths. One day, you guys will pay!
Ok, well enough of me being bored and lonely on friday, I'm getting me a hooker!
At times, I get frustrated that I'm not as fortunate as many other people my age. People who has strong support from their families to excel. I feel that my family really don't care what I do. I get no financial support from them, along with zero interest in what my goals are. It's gay, but oh well. It bothers me at times, but I do my best to ignore it and move forward.
In brighter news, I been sober for 4 days in a row! No pot! No alcohol! Since school is about to start, I'm going to slow down a lot. I say all the fun has been side tracking me. I still intend to party, but I'll be bringing my drinking down to a minimum within the next few weeks. No more drinking in the middle of the week for no reason. I think my liver is going to appreciate this.
Along with that, I'm going to try to get on a stricter diet. I've gain some weight over the summer. Thus, I been cutting down on the sweets a little. One day, my body will be toned up where I'm not embarassed to walk around with my shirt off. Then I'll start allowing fawns to lick butter cream off my nipples (lucky fawns).
I don't know what it is, but the corners of my mouth have been cracking for the past few months. I don't know what's causing this to constantly happen. I tried to research this on Google, and I'm assuming that I'm lacking in my vitamin B intake. I did read that niacin is like a form of viatimin B or some shit, so I started taking some yesterday. Then today, the left side of mouth started cracking more! It's horrible! One week, the right side will start doing it, then finally heal. The next day, it's my left side! It never ends! Now, I been getting jealous of people who has uncracked corners on their mouths. One day, you guys will pay!
Ok, well enough of me being bored and lonely on friday, I'm getting me a hooker!