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I've got some time while my clothes dry before I take off for red wing, I was put on adderol on friday, this is my second day taking it, it feels alright, I can concentrate on things, it's the come down as I remember I need to be careful with, the time that i have the tendency to fell really bad, and smoke too many cigarettes and not eat even though i'm hungry.
I thought I had outgrown having ADD, if that's possible, I guess what I outgrew was covering it up and acting like I'm fine, or rushing myself, I fell really behind in school, but I'm not leaving, I've got to talk to students with disabilities to get some extra help, and get some time to get caught up on the projects I'm behind on. I really don't want to go back to working a bad job and feeling like I'm going nowhere.
Why have I been writing in here more? because I have to write somewhere, with my name not attatched like a myspace blog or something.
In addition to all of this, is being really antisocial, I have been for awhile now, it's been a retreat from people, I'm hoping my friends who are really my friends it won't matter, and time will go by and we'll just pick up where we left off.
I thought I had outgrown having ADD, if that's possible, I guess what I outgrew was covering it up and acting like I'm fine, or rushing myself, I fell really behind in school, but I'm not leaving, I've got to talk to students with disabilities to get some extra help, and get some time to get caught up on the projects I'm behind on. I really don't want to go back to working a bad job and feeling like I'm going nowhere.
Why have I been writing in here more? because I have to write somewhere, with my name not attatched like a myspace blog or something.
In addition to all of this, is being really antisocial, I have been for awhile now, it's been a retreat from people, I'm hoping my friends who are really my friends it won't matter, and time will go by and we'll just pick up where we left off.