Mar 17, 2002 21:44
hey
we threw a kick ass party this past weekend, it was a blast, only when i was startignto have fun, the freakin cops showed uop and ruined atleast 100 people night, i hate them at times. more then that the stupid moron who called the cops on us, god give some brains to him/her. too many psychos looming around are not good for society. well one of things i remeber is dancing with one of the friends and being attracted to her, I remember earlier, when she was nice to me, and I made an effort from my side too, but we diddn't even get to dating, pretty sad story, I think she is an excellent person, at least very caring. well, my another friednas usual was anoyying some people in the house, a usual occurance after her inebriation. she's very perplexing, I don't know what to make of her, i don't like some of her other friends, never know how she is thinking, but still like her as a friend. theres so much about her that my friends don't agree with ,I guess I should try and atleast make her aware of certain habits which are not so appeasing. and see how it goes from there, I know she is a nice person , but the company she spends time with screws her up, well, hope she realizes that soon. well, i have a boring paper to complete and 2 exams to study for. hope i can remain motivated for those. I missed the conference today after smoking and passing out, i 'm really pissed at myself. i blame for same things over and over,, and then i screw up myself. hope i can defeat the urge to smoke and do what is more important.