Little Blessings Everywhere
Today we went to the ranch. It's so awesome to have a place to go and feel so at peace with everything. I got there and my aunt had some chores for me, so I did those and then had fun. Me and my cousin talked today about his divorce and he seemed so surprised at the advice I had for him. He and I hung out a lot today, he even got me on a bull again. I'll prolly feel it tomorrow but im thinkin it was damn worth it. Some people may say that's crazy, but there is somethin strangely calming about being on something so wild and uncontrolled. I been thinkin a lot today and I have decided I am just gonna chill and see what happens. I love my kids and everything I do is for them and about them. Bubba caught a good size bass today all by himself, I am so proud of him. I hope Boo stays the way she is for a long time, she is so sweet and innocent, it's almost like she thinks the world is always gonna be perfect. It always will be if I can help it. I am going to see Rylan tomorrow again, I love seeing her. I am so thankful she gave me one more shot at being a good dad. I really hope she sees that I love her with all my heart and I will be here for her no matter what. I've finally got my head on right. I love my family, I love my life, and I can't wait to see what God has in store for me now.