Hokay, soh...
The satire thing isn't quite done yet, but I'm feeling the need to post (because of course, I'm starting to get frustrated).
1. When I get into super-duper-type-A mode, like I am right now, I just get soooo frustrated when people get lazy. There were so many people who opted out of class today (and by "opted" I mean skipped) because of rehearsal. I was there just as late as most of them, and even drove other people home afterward. I crawled into bed around 11:30; that's not so late, but after singing in a full opera and being up and running around it's quite a welcome bedtime. Not to mention that I had to be up no later than 7 in order to make my 8AM class. (The alarm went off at 6:30 exactly, for those who are curious). And I went to all of my classes today, and handed in my work, and even took a quiz! Wow! Even my roommate. Always sleeping. I feel like I can't use my fucking room for anything because he's just always napping. Maybe if he fucking detached himself from that problem girlfriend he wouldn't be drained allllll the timmmmmmmmme. And then yesterday when I wanted to take a nap I couldn't because, surprise, the two of them came back to the room to do work! I had things to do anyway, but it just bothers me that the one time I get the urge to try and sleep a little bit during the day, only to try to hang on to like an ounce of sanity, I can't.
2. I hate that I still don't really get performance opportunities. Yes, this time I dropped the ball, but I really didn't have time to audition for the Chamber Choir stuff because of classes and rehearsals. So again, I get to hear all of my friends sing a solo while I stand in the background. It's getting old...and fast. Can I not sing? Is this a sign that I'm not supposed to be doing this? Honestly I don't feel like that all the time, but it's starting to be a little more often. I do so well in lessons and everyone tells me I sound good...but why can't the people that matter (that is to say, anyone giving an audition) think I'm good enough to give me something? Major fml-age.
3. I can't even go to my dorm without seeing Joe. Complete coincidence, but I'm feeling all moody and walking up the hill, and he just haaaaaappened to be driving down Thatcher Way. Like, seriously? Does someone upstairs have it in for me?
Ok I need to go pee and give Evie my French article so that it can get looked at during class. I feel like a horrible TA because I've had to miss two classes so far (it only meets once a week)...even though Carolyn knows I have a legit excuse and I know that it's really important to be in shows when I'm given the chance. (It's quite the rarity, y'know?)
Thankfully I'm going to dinner with Dee before the rehearsal, which she is attending! So exciting!!
PS I literally hit "post" and I hear moans from both of them. fmllllllllllllllllllllllllkthanksbye.
1. When I get into super-duper-type-A mode, like I am right now, I just get soooo frustrated when people get lazy. There were so many people who opted out of class today (and by "opted" I mean skipped) because of rehearsal. I was there just as late as most of them, and even drove other people home afterward. I crawled into bed around 11:30; that's not so late, but after singing in a full opera and being up and running around it's quite a welcome bedtime. Not to mention that I had to be up no later than 7 in order to make my 8AM class. (The alarm went off at 6:30 exactly, for those who are curious). And I went to all of my classes today, and handed in my work, and even took a quiz! Wow! Even my roommate. Always sleeping. I feel like I can't use my fucking room for anything because he's just always napping. Maybe if he fucking detached himself from that problem girlfriend he wouldn't be drained allllll the timmmmmmmmme. And then yesterday when I wanted to take a nap I couldn't because, surprise, the two of them came back to the room to do work! I had things to do anyway, but it just bothers me that the one time I get the urge to try and sleep a little bit during the day, only to try to hang on to like an ounce of sanity, I can't.
2. I hate that I still don't really get performance opportunities. Yes, this time I dropped the ball, but I really didn't have time to audition for the Chamber Choir stuff because of classes and rehearsals. So again, I get to hear all of my friends sing a solo while I stand in the background. It's getting old...and fast. Can I not sing? Is this a sign that I'm not supposed to be doing this? Honestly I don't feel like that all the time, but it's starting to be a little more often. I do so well in lessons and everyone tells me I sound good...but why can't the people that matter (that is to say, anyone giving an audition) think I'm good enough to give me something? Major fml-age.
3. I can't even go to my dorm without seeing Joe. Complete coincidence, but I'm feeling all moody and walking up the hill, and he just haaaaaappened to be driving down Thatcher Way. Like, seriously? Does someone upstairs have it in for me?
Ok I need to go pee and give Evie my French article so that it can get looked at during class. I feel like a horrible TA because I've had to miss two classes so far (it only meets once a week)...even though Carolyn knows I have a legit excuse and I know that it's really important to be in shows when I'm given the chance. (It's quite the rarity, y'know?)
Thankfully I'm going to dinner with Dee before the rehearsal, which she is attending! So exciting!!
PS I literally hit "post" and I hear moans from both of them. fmllllllllllllllllllllllllkthanksbye.