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"sometimes things happen. and you never know why, and it makes you want to cry. but not only cos youre sad, but because youre shocked and terrified. and freaked out and .... so many other things.
If the most perfect of compatible people youve ever meet who seem euphorically happy, cant stay together, what hope does that give the rest of us. "
*nikki
-He smokes way too much. How do I deal with a self-destructive boy who's hopelessly in love with me, why should I care if he doesn't...I want to die
04/04/05
-Isaiah and Jeff made up, and our clique has been reunited. "They" met up with us at the mall, after we took our glam. pictures. We went to the movies, saw Guess Who, Saturday, MY mom caught us this time (he slept over), but she was cool with it, and then we went snow boarding with "them", it was hella fun, on Sunday we hookah-ed, and and smoked half the day away. He said he wanted to be with me but I had to go, tried to go over last night but his mom wasn't in a good mood. We didn't talk this morning, and I couldn't reach him last night after I chilled with jena. I'm worried.
-I'm trying to do better, I had a talk with all my teachers, I'm sure I'll have at least a 3.5 by the end of the semester. DVA isn't doing peer counseling anymore (just me and wafa are), we're just going to focus on the art exhibition.
- I'm trying to get approval for my documentary, my dance routine is going well, I got my nails done and I want that paid internship for psych.
-From now on I will only write about isaiah on my priv. lj.
If the most perfect of compatible people youve ever meet who seem euphorically happy, cant stay together, what hope does that give the rest of us. "
*nikki
-He smokes way too much. How do I deal with a self-destructive boy who's hopelessly in love with me, why should I care if he doesn't...I want to die
04/04/05
-Isaiah and Jeff made up, and our clique has been reunited. "They" met up with us at the mall, after we took our glam. pictures. We went to the movies, saw Guess Who, Saturday, MY mom caught us this time (he slept over), but she was cool with it, and then we went snow boarding with "them", it was hella fun, on Sunday we hookah-ed, and and smoked half the day away. He said he wanted to be with me but I had to go, tried to go over last night but his mom wasn't in a good mood. We didn't talk this morning, and I couldn't reach him last night after I chilled with jena. I'm worried.
-I'm trying to do better, I had a talk with all my teachers, I'm sure I'll have at least a 3.5 by the end of the semester. DVA isn't doing peer counseling anymore (just me and wafa are), we're just going to focus on the art exhibition.
- I'm trying to get approval for my documentary, my dance routine is going well, I got my nails done and I want that paid internship for psych.
-From now on I will only write about isaiah on my priv. lj.