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[superstarshine]

I feel like shit, i'm not happy. I'm at mikes house (isaiahs friend) Isaiah and i got into an argument today, he doesn't trust me, but i've been completely true to him. i don't know what to do... when will things get better? this isn't like me... they say he cares, and he says he cares but he doesn't want to get closer,and he doesn't trust. this isn't going to work unless he mans up and realizes that i'm the best thing that has ever happened to him. hehe, I wish he could just see how much I want us to work and how much I've really done for him. He's my baby, and (as he likes to call me),I'm the love of his life... ::sigh:: what to do...

I just want something good, something real, stable, and substantial.
I want to be in love, to be swept off my feet, I want adventure, and excitement.... I want that now, with isaiah...