getting up early?
Today has been another day, I have just finished catching up on my journal reading. I noticed I haven't had a real journal entry, on my behalf in a while. I just have like random lyrics, and lashing out and shit. Not that i should give a full on entry of my life now..well actually it wouldn't be that long anyway.
I finally got my Jiu-Jitsu Gi/Kimono. I'm so FFPurCHking excited! UH I love it! I felt so big and important waltzing in strutting my new Gi. It's bright blue, Like Ryan's (brother). My sensa/instructor didn't notice at first, a then a couple minutes later he does a double take. Runs right over with a big smile "wow, look at that, what brand is that, where did you get it, that's nice" pulls on it, pushes me a round a little grabs the scruff of it, looks at the tag. "ooh, can do good chokes with this" he pulls on the "collar". Just to catch you up- Jiu-Jitsu is street fighting karate. Hand to hand grappling. Learn how to fight dirty and not so dirty and using your opponents momentem and body weight against them. So if you are 110 pounds you can take on a 230 pound guy or girl- if you know your technique perfectly. Which is my situation. Given I am in a class with all guys. The smallest guys is about 150 but he is barely there. The largest guy is about 6'4" and 235 pounds. He is barely there too- but all the other guys are not much under that. Big boys. So I have to have my technique perfect. When I first started the instructor was all excited about me being in it, he thought I was a great fighter and was like "she'll be ready in 6 months" he bragged about me often and I got one on one training with him in class. To the point where I was given commands and pushed-and landed perfectly blind folded. Like karate kid. Then I went on my catering thing where i was gone for several months in a row- and fucking blew all that out the window. Then when I was back he wasn't as excited to see me given I have not shown true devotion for a long time. I fear I may never get back the respect and admiration I once got from my instructor. But- I have started from Square one and tried moving up. Ryan has zoomed past me in the time I was missing. Ryan is now one of Bruce's favorites and he uses him for almost every example of technique and lessons in class. GRRRRR. And Ryan kicked my ass twice last class. And I have been very good with no pride and shaking my opponents hand when they win and saying "nice fight" but with my brother it's a whole new story. Maybe it's because he laughs, and brags. I don't know..I just won't ever forget the day I publically beat him. Anyhoo-So that is BJJ (Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu) in a nutshell. I am always pumped after class- I drove to Goff's after class, as I have done pretty much for the last 3 weeks every time i get out of class- and we watched NYPD blue. And he asked if John and I were officially "going out" yet, and we aren't but I told him 'I was seriously considering it' given his asking me. This Thursday and next Thursday will be the first two classes I miss of BJJ because my big brother and mother decided I needed to get into some "real classes" so they had me pick something, and they are paying for it. So I picked Scrapbooking. So I will be learning how to make cool scrap books come this Thursday and next. I'm sad I'm missing BJJ. SUcky sucky.
Today at work I kept a deaf kid from drinking soda because he was 50 cents short. But I wasn't the only one! But I still felt like I was going to hell for it. But it's the rules!
Wow its thursday 3am. I should go to bed so I can attempt to get up early and do something productive.
I didn't get my awesome job 3rd shift at Dunking Donuts but he did give my app back and some refrences to go to other 24hr DD. And what happened? Yea, Naturally I put it in my back pocket and lost it. Along with my biggest check from work so far - 80 bucks DO YOU have ANY IDEA!? What i can do with that 80 bucks! buy food, pay for my credit card debts..or at least slightly reduce them. How bout some gas. If I was going to loose it, I could have at least blown the whole thing on ebay and not used it for responsinable costs. I could have had the new BJJ training DVD set for blue belt wwwaaaa and be better then Ryan and kick his ass
OOOOH GUESS WHAT! Tonight- when i went to take care of John he let me borrow his note book, full of all good notes and scales and writtings and stuff he had to study to get into Berkley. How hot is that? But anyway. So I can actually study theory and hopefully understand the guitar. I Could type forever..I gotta go to bed.
I love looking at the Notebook how he designed it. .. memories
80's is back- aparently there were three girls from HIGH SCHOOL today, today's high school. I hate high school. I'm not in high school, I haven't been for 4 years..and they still make fun of me. Anyway so these 3 like..totally popular girls went to the basketball game to giggle at the totally cute boys!Uh huh! And they had BIG hair 80's curl and frilly hair with wierd ass dresses Jean- and HIgh boots. Wow. And when guys walked by and said something they all turned and said "hi" at the same time, and if you asked them how they were they all said "good" at the exact same time FREAKY! That happened more then once. It was like a horror movie. And they laugh like the popular girls in horror movies. The blonde- laughed..I think she was laughing. With like the widest she could make her mouth, slightly bent over moving her head side to side. If she were a clam...it'd be cool and understandable. But like as a girl...I just starred at her.. and her other two nearly-clone friends were like "I know!" at the same time, and giggling. I'm so glad I'm not still in high school. But I haven't still gotten away from it...
I finally got my Jiu-Jitsu Gi/Kimono. I'm so FFPurCHking excited! UH I love it! I felt so big and important waltzing in strutting my new Gi. It's bright blue, Like Ryan's (brother). My sensa/instructor didn't notice at first, a then a couple minutes later he does a double take. Runs right over with a big smile "wow, look at that, what brand is that, where did you get it, that's nice" pulls on it, pushes me a round a little grabs the scruff of it, looks at the tag. "ooh, can do good chokes with this" he pulls on the "collar". Just to catch you up- Jiu-Jitsu is street fighting karate. Hand to hand grappling. Learn how to fight dirty and not so dirty and using your opponents momentem and body weight against them. So if you are 110 pounds you can take on a 230 pound guy or girl- if you know your technique perfectly. Which is my situation. Given I am in a class with all guys. The smallest guys is about 150 but he is barely there. The largest guy is about 6'4" and 235 pounds. He is barely there too- but all the other guys are not much under that. Big boys. So I have to have my technique perfect. When I first started the instructor was all excited about me being in it, he thought I was a great fighter and was like "she'll be ready in 6 months" he bragged about me often and I got one on one training with him in class. To the point where I was given commands and pushed-and landed perfectly blind folded. Like karate kid. Then I went on my catering thing where i was gone for several months in a row- and fucking blew all that out the window. Then when I was back he wasn't as excited to see me given I have not shown true devotion for a long time. I fear I may never get back the respect and admiration I once got from my instructor. But- I have started from Square one and tried moving up. Ryan has zoomed past me in the time I was missing. Ryan is now one of Bruce's favorites and he uses him for almost every example of technique and lessons in class. GRRRRR. And Ryan kicked my ass twice last class. And I have been very good with no pride and shaking my opponents hand when they win and saying "nice fight" but with my brother it's a whole new story. Maybe it's because he laughs, and brags. I don't know..I just won't ever forget the day I publically beat him. Anyhoo-So that is BJJ (Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu) in a nutshell. I am always pumped after class- I drove to Goff's after class, as I have done pretty much for the last 3 weeks every time i get out of class- and we watched NYPD blue. And he asked if John and I were officially "going out" yet, and we aren't but I told him 'I was seriously considering it' given his asking me. This Thursday and next Thursday will be the first two classes I miss of BJJ because my big brother and mother decided I needed to get into some "real classes" so they had me pick something, and they are paying for it. So I picked Scrapbooking. So I will be learning how to make cool scrap books come this Thursday and next. I'm sad I'm missing BJJ. SUcky sucky.
Today at work I kept a deaf kid from drinking soda because he was 50 cents short. But I wasn't the only one! But I still felt like I was going to hell for it. But it's the rules!
Wow its thursday 3am. I should go to bed so I can attempt to get up early and do something productive.
I didn't get my awesome job 3rd shift at Dunking Donuts but he did give my app back and some refrences to go to other 24hr DD. And what happened? Yea, Naturally I put it in my back pocket and lost it. Along with my biggest check from work so far - 80 bucks DO YOU have ANY IDEA!? What i can do with that 80 bucks! buy food, pay for my credit card debts..or at least slightly reduce them. How bout some gas. If I was going to loose it, I could have at least blown the whole thing on ebay and not used it for responsinable costs. I could have had the new BJJ training DVD set for blue belt wwwaaaa and be better then Ryan and kick his ass
OOOOH GUESS WHAT! Tonight- when i went to take care of John he let me borrow his note book, full of all good notes and scales and writtings and stuff he had to study to get into Berkley. How hot is that? But anyway. So I can actually study theory and hopefully understand the guitar. I Could type forever..I gotta go to bed.
I love looking at the Notebook how he designed it. .. memories
80's is back- aparently there were three girls from HIGH SCHOOL today, today's high school. I hate high school. I'm not in high school, I haven't been for 4 years..and they still make fun of me. Anyway so these 3 like..totally popular girls went to the basketball game to giggle at the totally cute boys!Uh huh! And they had BIG hair 80's curl and frilly hair with wierd ass dresses Jean- and HIgh boots. Wow. And when guys walked by and said something they all turned and said "hi" at the same time, and if you asked them how they were they all said "good" at the exact same time FREAKY! That happened more then once. It was like a horror movie. And they laugh like the popular girls in horror movies. The blonde- laughed..I think she was laughing. With like the widest she could make her mouth, slightly bent over moving her head side to side. If she were a clam...it'd be cool and understandable. But like as a girl...I just starred at her.. and her other two nearly-clone friends were like "I know!" at the same time, and giggling. I'm so glad I'm not still in high school. But I haven't still gotten away from it...