Time moves on
Things have changed quite a bit around here for me. I am currently in a relationship with the girl I met at Nekocon a while back now. Stephanie never made any attempts to see me over the summer, so I put her aside, and Krystle just happened to come back into my life at that time. I am currently planning to see her in a little over a month from now.
College has started up again, and things are off to a rough start because of things going on at home. I have to play catch up in my math class, but my other classes I have a pretty good handle on for now. I just ahve to make sure things get done and stay at the college until they are finished, otherwise I will not end up doing them. That is the best solution that I have found, and it really works, so I am going to stick to it like I did for last semester. I am going to pass and graduate by 2011, even if it is in the fall.
Recently, I have been thinking about my ex, Rachel. I am not sure why exactly, considering she and I are not on the best terms. She does not talk to me at all, and I have tried talking to her a bit here and there, but she says nothing to me, so I am fairly certain she has joined with my other exgf's and hates me. Still, I find it odd that I have been thinking about her, and how much I hope she has things working out for her. I still do not like how much I hurt her, how much she feels I used her, so I try to avoid thinking about her, but I realize now that perhaps I never dealt with my feelings for her and that now I finally am. In the end, I just hope that she is happy, regardless of what that means for how she sees or feels about me.
My parents are seperating and I am stuck at home where they are going through with it. That is all I have to say on that matter.
I miss Krystle. I wish I had been more adamant about seeing her over the summer, but I was still hanging on to Stephanie, so it never happened. With all the crap that has been going on with my family this summer, especially recently, I am really glad that I am going to see her over my fall break to relax. It should be fun to see her, and I might even get lucky if I play my cards right, though I highly doubt that will happen. Still, if the situation comes up I am going to go for it but I am not going to lead it into that situation. I may fly, but it looks like I will end up driving down there to see her instead. A scheduling conflict may prevent me from having the car on the day I plan to leave, so my father will either allow me to fly or drive me down there himself. If I can convince my mother to carpool with a friend of hers and not be the one driving in the carpool, then I may just be able to drive myself down there and have a car that I can use so Krystle and I will not be dependent on anyone else to do things while I am there to see her. I really want to see her again, and give her a hug. I miss her a lot, so the thought of going to see her is really nice.
College has started up again, and things are off to a rough start because of things going on at home. I have to play catch up in my math class, but my other classes I have a pretty good handle on for now. I just ahve to make sure things get done and stay at the college until they are finished, otherwise I will not end up doing them. That is the best solution that I have found, and it really works, so I am going to stick to it like I did for last semester. I am going to pass and graduate by 2011, even if it is in the fall.
Recently, I have been thinking about my ex, Rachel. I am not sure why exactly, considering she and I are not on the best terms. She does not talk to me at all, and I have tried talking to her a bit here and there, but she says nothing to me, so I am fairly certain she has joined with my other exgf's and hates me. Still, I find it odd that I have been thinking about her, and how much I hope she has things working out for her. I still do not like how much I hurt her, how much she feels I used her, so I try to avoid thinking about her, but I realize now that perhaps I never dealt with my feelings for her and that now I finally am. In the end, I just hope that she is happy, regardless of what that means for how she sees or feels about me.
My parents are seperating and I am stuck at home where they are going through with it. That is all I have to say on that matter.
I miss Krystle. I wish I had been more adamant about seeing her over the summer, but I was still hanging on to Stephanie, so it never happened. With all the crap that has been going on with my family this summer, especially recently, I am really glad that I am going to see her over my fall break to relax. It should be fun to see her, and I might even get lucky if I play my cards right, though I highly doubt that will happen. Still, if the situation comes up I am going to go for it but I am not going to lead it into that situation. I may fly, but it looks like I will end up driving down there to see her instead. A scheduling conflict may prevent me from having the car on the day I plan to leave, so my father will either allow me to fly or drive me down there himself. If I can convince my mother to carpool with a friend of hers and not be the one driving in the carpool, then I may just be able to drive myself down there and have a car that I can use so Krystle and I will not be dependent on anyone else to do things while I am there to see her. I really want to see her again, and give her a hug. I miss her a lot, so the thought of going to see her is really nice.