An amazing time
Well, it has been a while since I have posted here, mostly due to me being quite busy. I am still dating Stephanie, and I am really happy about that. I finally do know how she feels about me. She is just as conflicted as I am, but in the end, we want the same thing: for the other to be happy, no matter what. I cannot be made to be any happier about this, because I love her. I really do love her, in the right manner for an intimate relationship. I cannot believe I fell in love for the second time. She makes me feel great, and that I can do anything, especially if it will make her happy. I still have not had much of a chance to see her, but I know we will be able to be together and hold her in my arms again soon enough. It is only a matter of time now, heh! She is so amazing, and she is so awesome. Her eyes are wonderful, and her lips lucious. I cannot wait to be next to her and hold her in my arms again!
On a side note, I recently started talking with Addie again. She is doing fine, and I am glad. I have missed her, but mostly just from talking with her. My feelings for her are mature and I accepted how things are a long time ago. I see her as a good friend now, but nothing more. Things would not work out for us if we did start dating anyway. Just how it is and all.
I am also attending summer school for another two weeks. It is a simple class, and I just have to do the homework and have it in the midnight before the next class. Each class is equal to one week of material during a normal semester, so I cannot miss any or any of the assignments. So far, I am doing well, and it is a fairly easy course. I know it will lift my GPA, which is all I needed from it in the first place. The next time I do this, I will pick another easy course and watch as I "inflate" my GPA with worthless courses. It is a bit of a cop-out, but so what? It is my GPA, so anyone who does not like it can kiss my butt.
I do not have much plans for over the summer, but am mostly looking forward to seeing Stephanie at some point, and possibly having Krystle come up for a couple weeks to hang out and stuff. I was going to head out to California for about a week, but that does not seem to be happening anymore. I am glad it is not happening as well as kind of sad that it is not happening. The reasons are valid, but quite personal. Mostly though, it would have meant a smaller window from which I would be able to see Stephanie over the summer. At some point, I am going to go over to her house and just sit down and watch BLEACH all day with her, heh! Hopefully we watch it and do not spend the entire time simply making out or something. I like BLEACH, but I also would want to release some pent up sexual frustration from not being around her for a while. I would also watch Devil May Cry with her, and would be able to hold her close throughout the entire series, because it gets rather intense at some points, heh! Ah, for what the future holds I would gladly spend as much time as eternity should allow me to spend with Stephanie. I feel really great in one area, but also really sad in another extremely personal area. Though, knowing I have Stephanie to fall back on, I feel more at ease with everything. She is a great girlfriend.
On a side note, I recently started talking with Addie again. She is doing fine, and I am glad. I have missed her, but mostly just from talking with her. My feelings for her are mature and I accepted how things are a long time ago. I see her as a good friend now, but nothing more. Things would not work out for us if we did start dating anyway. Just how it is and all.
I am also attending summer school for another two weeks. It is a simple class, and I just have to do the homework and have it in the midnight before the next class. Each class is equal to one week of material during a normal semester, so I cannot miss any or any of the assignments. So far, I am doing well, and it is a fairly easy course. I know it will lift my GPA, which is all I needed from it in the first place. The next time I do this, I will pick another easy course and watch as I "inflate" my GPA with worthless courses. It is a bit of a cop-out, but so what? It is my GPA, so anyone who does not like it can kiss my butt.
I do not have much plans for over the summer, but am mostly looking forward to seeing Stephanie at some point, and possibly having Krystle come up for a couple weeks to hang out and stuff. I was going to head out to California for about a week, but that does not seem to be happening anymore. I am glad it is not happening as well as kind of sad that it is not happening. The reasons are valid, but quite personal. Mostly though, it would have meant a smaller window from which I would be able to see Stephanie over the summer. At some point, I am going to go over to her house and just sit down and watch BLEACH all day with her, heh! Hopefully we watch it and do not spend the entire time simply making out or something. I like BLEACH, but I also would want to release some pent up sexual frustration from not being around her for a while. I would also watch Devil May Cry with her, and would be able to hold her close throughout the entire series, because it gets rather intense at some points, heh! Ah, for what the future holds I would gladly spend as much time as eternity should allow me to spend with Stephanie. I feel really great in one area, but also really sad in another extremely personal area. Though, knowing I have Stephanie to fall back on, I feel more at ease with everything. She is a great girlfriend.