Yesterday...
I had an all round good time.
First, after work, I went to Seattle Center to hang-out with Kristin and Sheri Wood. We did next to nothing there. But it was just good company. After wondering around literally aimlessly for an hour or so we took the 45 minute bus ride to northgate. There were some obnoxious guys on the bus for awhile. We rejoiced when they finally got off. Then Kristin departed at the mall to make her way back home to take a nap, leaving me and Sheri alone at the mall.
Sheri and I waited around for Katie (she's a nice girl) to arrive. We all hung-out for an hour or so eating various junk food items (blizzards, bubble tea, dipped cones, etc.) Katie left at about the time Chelsey (another sweet girl) arrived. We said our goodbyes to Katie and hung-out with Chelsey.
The mall was getting old so we made our way to my house in Mukilteo to hang out with Ryan where we did an assortment of things. Played music, taught Sheri a guitar Chord, checked our myspaces [*cough**cough*]. Chelsey added to the clip art murral on my wall, it's all purtyfied. While she was doing that Sheri and I baked (from scratch) the best damn cookies you will ever eat... okay, they turned out... interesting. They were still edible, just funny looking and soggy in the center. No one would eat them but me. Oh well, I still had loads of fun baking with Sheri.
After the cookies and a little sitting around, Sheri and Chelsey left for home. This was pretty much the end of the day. Good times, good times.
Why? Why do I feel this way still? After everything I've seen, everything I've witnessed, I still think the same thoughts in the back of my mind. Everything that you could possibly do to deter me has been done, but STILL. Why do I see what I used to see when it's obvious that's not what's there. I don't even know why these thoughts exist, I don't know why I ever thought that way. What is it about this?
First, after work, I went to Seattle Center to hang-out with Kristin and Sheri Wood. We did next to nothing there. But it was just good company. After wondering around literally aimlessly for an hour or so we took the 45 minute bus ride to northgate. There were some obnoxious guys on the bus for awhile. We rejoiced when they finally got off. Then Kristin departed at the mall to make her way back home to take a nap, leaving me and Sheri alone at the mall.
Sheri and I waited around for Katie (she's a nice girl) to arrive. We all hung-out for an hour or so eating various junk food items (blizzards, bubble tea, dipped cones, etc.) Katie left at about the time Chelsey (another sweet girl) arrived. We said our goodbyes to Katie and hung-out with Chelsey.
The mall was getting old so we made our way to my house in Mukilteo to hang out with Ryan where we did an assortment of things. Played music, taught Sheri a guitar Chord, checked our myspaces [*cough**cough*]. Chelsey added to the clip art murral on my wall, it's all purtyfied. While she was doing that Sheri and I baked (from scratch) the best damn cookies you will ever eat... okay, they turned out... interesting. They were still edible, just funny looking and soggy in the center. No one would eat them but me. Oh well, I still had loads of fun baking with Sheri.
After the cookies and a little sitting around, Sheri and Chelsey left for home. This was pretty much the end of the day. Good times, good times.
Why? Why do I feel this way still? After everything I've seen, everything I've witnessed, I still think the same thoughts in the back of my mind. Everything that you could possibly do to deter me has been done, but STILL. Why do I see what I used to see when it's obvious that's not what's there. I don't even know why these thoughts exist, I don't know why I ever thought that way. What is it about this?