i'm ready to leave!
i'm pissed off with life.....
i hate band~ the music is boring.
i hate jazz band~ i suck!
i hate my classes~ i'm never smart enough. i'm always behind and never feel prepared.
i hate myself~ no matter what i'm never good enough for anything or anybody. i can only make myself happy when i impress or feel accepted by other people, which hasn't seem to have been the case lately. atleast in a way that i wish to see it happen.
i hate being lonely~ it's my problem, i know, but i can't help it. if i'm not comfortable, i'm not social. oh, by the way...going out to drink till i'm trashed isn't a solution.
i hate feeling intimidated~ this is why i hate the army band so much. if i were only stronger and could tell people what i feel...but then i'm worried they would hate me. it sucks being fake, you know? sometimes it's just good to not say anything at all.
i'm lazy and i'm starting to hate myself for that too.
you can't be positive all the time. life isn't simply that "perfect!"
i hate band~ the music is boring.
i hate jazz band~ i suck!
i hate my classes~ i'm never smart enough. i'm always behind and never feel prepared.
i hate myself~ no matter what i'm never good enough for anything or anybody. i can only make myself happy when i impress or feel accepted by other people, which hasn't seem to have been the case lately. atleast in a way that i wish to see it happen.
i hate being lonely~ it's my problem, i know, but i can't help it. if i'm not comfortable, i'm not social. oh, by the way...going out to drink till i'm trashed isn't a solution.
i hate feeling intimidated~ this is why i hate the army band so much. if i were only stronger and could tell people what i feel...but then i'm worried they would hate me. it sucks being fake, you know? sometimes it's just good to not say anything at all.
i'm lazy and i'm starting to hate myself for that too.
you can't be positive all the time. life isn't simply that "perfect!"