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Last night was the worste of my life, and only because of physical pain. I hadn't slept any the night before, yet somehow I wan't able to sleep at all despite tehe fact taht I had planned on staying up all night to do homework (which is about ready to suffocate me completely now) but then gave up because of how tired I was. I don't know how it happened or remember when, but I think I pulled my triceps on my arm with the bad shoulder, and if I did I'm almost certain it's snapped any healing that went on in my shoulder. At least there's still the metal holding it there, but God it's so painful. It hurts more that it did in the hospital, and it's so bad I can't sleep even without sleep and a full dose of vickadin, which I chewed upas fast as i could but then nearly vommited becasue of the terrible taste. I really really need this weekend, but most of all I need to find a way to some fantasy world where it's always summer. I skipped school today, which means I'll have even more work to do. Next week is only mon-wed though, so that's where I'll take the chance to get my life back. I've never known so much raw pain in my life, so I know I had to do something to deserve it, but what that is will still be news to me...