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WHY DO I FAIL AT LIFE!!!
I think that I fail at life. I feel that so many people can look at me and deject me and scold me as a failure. It's like The Devil was Knocking Boots with a pond slug and I am the result, a sludge bucket with no meaning. I feel stuck beneath a Publix Dunnage Rack. A rack that isn't moving, and is covered in shit. There's nothing, apparently, that I could do, to appease people.
- My grades and SAT scores are apparently substandard.
- My friends can very well look at me and say 'wow, wow an unintelligent bastard.'
- My life has revolved around the essence that I've reached 'the bare minimum.'
- If I died, would anyone but Alex and my parents miss me?
- Society doesn't know me, people can kill me and no one would notice would they?
- I wasn't 'good' enough to get the class I wanted.
- Does a person mean anything if they can't get into the class the want?
- Does a person have meaning if they can't get what they desire?
WHY DO I FAIL AT LIFE!!!
I think that I fail at life. I feel that so many people can look at me and deject me and scold me as a failure. It's like The Devil was Knocking Boots with a pond slug and I am the result, a sludge bucket with no meaning. I feel stuck beneath a Publix Dunnage Rack. A rack that isn't moving, and is covered in shit. There's nothing, apparently, that I could do, to appease people.
- My grades and SAT scores are apparently substandard.
- My friends can very well look at me and say 'wow, wow an unintelligent bastard.'
- My life has revolved around the essence that I've reached 'the bare minimum.'
- If I died, would anyone but Alex and my parents miss me?
- Society doesn't know me, people can kill me and no one would notice would they?
- I wasn't 'good' enough to get the class I wanted.
- Does a person mean anything if they can't get into the class the want?
- Does a person have meaning if they can't get what they desire?