Back From a Better Place...

Apr 05, 2009 13:30

"Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you’re free
look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It’s your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved"

I'm Yours- Jason Mraz

Ahh Germany Germany...
I went there again for a week this year...
It's been... loads of things.
It's been exciting, awesome,brilliant,great, boring, strange,cool, rainy, annoying, quiet, loud, frustrating, scary, moving, sad, sunny, lovely, like being home again but in a different one.
I don't know what's happening to me right now, I just know that something IS happening, and I can't pretend anything is like a year ago.
I love Germany. I mean, I don't like the food (apart from brezel *-*), the weather is not so good, and sometimes they're a bit too cold and though, but I love it anyways, just because.
I had great experiences, last year (especially) and this year, that made me grow up, made me the person I am now (or I'm becoming), they've changed me in they're own personal and particular ways, and I made wonderful friends there, which is sad, because of the distance, and awesome, because they're awesome, at the same time.
So, my friends from the last year exchange, I already miss you. And I'm sorry we couldn't spend more time togheter. Really. Don't forget me girls, please <3
And, my partner ( i haven't really got to know the others)  from this year exchange, I guess we'll see each other in a month or so, I had lots of fun with you, even without doing things people usually do for fun (parties), I'll miss you, and I'm waiting for May 11th. :D

As I said before, something is running through my mind, putting everything into caos, and making me confused and lunatic, but It's okay, you know. I just hope I will soon find out for sure the reason for this, I just need to be sure of it. But I'm not ready to write it on a blog. Not right now.

Lots of things have changed.
But somethings always remain the same (thanks God). ^^
Still loving English, Books, Languages, Travelling, Harry Potter and Internet.
Still wearing funny clothes in a funny way (i have a passion for stripes now xD).
Still not caring about fashion, make up, and all this girly things xD
Still tripping over everything. And still standing up cracking a smile afterwards.
Still not allowing other people to tell me what to do or how to do it.
Still loving music more than air.
Still smiling for the stupidEST reason. (or no reason at all).
Still fighting everything with a laughter (but sometimes I just can't stop the tears).
Still freaky girl and proud of it.
What can i say..
I guess It's just life.
Mine.

PS: Laura, i miss youuu ç.ç

germany, music, me, foreign exchange, friends, life

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