i woke up ate breakfast (powdered donuts, yes strange i know) then showered and waited for mommom...then the whole family went to best buy where i got a cell phone and speakers....they are sooooo hot....then i got home set them all up,ate tostadas, and cleaned my room...then went to karens house where we watched 13 going on 30 with her jonathan and ( Read more... )

things are def looking up...all the stress of last week is gone and i have been enjoying myself immensely...been hanging out with dan a lot as per usual the other day andrea and myself went to kmart and bought little boy undershirts to decorate later...then we went back to her house watched tv and played mall madness it was very very wonderful... ( Read more... )

i am just an empty shell

so i tell myself i should be stonger than this, that i shouldnt let this shit bring me down, i dont want to be defined by this, im sick of all the drama in my life or no- i dunno ( Read more... )

the other day on my way into work i saw a guy riding a bike, and he had two or three books shoved down the back of his pants...no lie ( Read more... )

feeling kinda down lately and the worst part is that i shouldnt, its just like all the good, and theres been a lot of good! isnt getting through to me....like take today...i hang out with dan which was really awesome even though it was for a little bit, and it DID make me feel a little better just having him listen to me spill my guts for awhile ( Read more... )

bite the tongue, to live with what youve done ( Read more... )

working for my dad pisses me off so much because its such bull shit!!! ARG!!!!!!!! i mean im trying to get all the stuff i need done, done. stuff that he needs done for the stupid business....er like the sign application....but i need certain things to do that like say...THE FUCKING PICTURES OF THE SIGN!!!!! which are on his computer but he has ( Read more... )

i have a lot that i have to do today- mostly for my dad- i have to finish the stupid sign application and then i have to enter all the book isbn's into the cash register, when i finish doing that i have to ring up the first sale and then if its not 5pm yet and i havent shot myself in the brain i have to teach sarah how to make a sale....i actually ( Read more... )

yesterday at work a guy tried to con me into giving me a free cup of coffee (after stealing from the tip jar) and it just made me so angry and just really upset. im not too sure why but i was pretty frazzled for awhile it wasnt fun to deal with...meh ( Read more... )