Amy's Where-abouts
5 days till christmas?
FIVE DAYS
Thats :a pinky, a ring, middle pointer thumb: FIVE
This month has flown by. so much has happened. Its impossible to summerize.
Lets start with the middle of sagas ive once begun here.
A few days/weeks [month?!] ago i wrote my ethnic pen essay on that woman, Amy, who i met, months ago. [Whoa].
It was last minute [stupid Handley gave it to us 9th period that day!] andi was up till 11 on the comp rushing to finish, sending pieces to the Gimpster so she could tell me how much it sucked/how much she loved me and then at the end i edited once more, read it... sorta... and sent to printer.
I was so pissed. Great Idea, no time to properly express it. And i cant rewrite it. Once people read it, its read. To reword for better understand after that is redundant. So, i wasnt confident.
I got a letter in the mail saying that I'm a finalist, and my English teacher isnt positive but she think I got 4th. or "Honorable Mention" but saying that gets the worst Fall Out Boy song ever written stuck in my head. [And its one of my favorites. Thats how amazing Fob is.]
Anywho, Its possible shes rounding down cuz she loves me so and so I get excited in April, when we REALLY find out, incase its better, but I'll never know, till next year.
I was so excited, for Amy. Im also doing my journalism midterm on her, as an "unsung hero" for all shes done, does, and continues doing for people headed down her road.
She truly is like the Alice who never overdosed and lived to be 51.
I wondered that, at the end of the book, when i had read it about a year ago.
Whoa.
I mean 2 years?
Time is a terrible thing in december.
Anywho,... i wondered what Alice would be like, years from now.
In my head, not much had changed, only for the worse.
But Amy really turns it all around, with her sincere and relentless optomism. She said she was unique in high school too.
Crap. I forgot to ask F greg where i could find her so i could interview her... bah. theres always sunday.
Other stuff: Ive devoted approx one forth of my soul to Arielle's christmas present.
Im making her a movie of all our friends in Bay Shore and stuff. Its been 2 weeks of lugging that stupidass camera around everywhere. Its annoying but I know shell love it so its worth the annoyingness. I even brought it to YG today, to get some of Meghan and Gimpy and ANTHONY WHO HAD NEVER SEEN MY HAIR AND FREAKKKEEDDD OUT and then after saying how older i look, stole my camera to try to record meg/gimpys boobs/asses when they werent paying attention.
Watch. My luck, thats going to end up on the DVD.
Fuck.
And now i have to edit it this christmas vacay. It sucks she wont get it in time for christmas. But to do it in school would be riDonkCulous when Cam is getting a iMac with Final Cut Pro or something crap on it, and we could do it all week. When i wasnt playing with her little sis, Fransica. <3
I just noticed. Shes a film nerd, and her name is Cam.
Niceeee.
Arielle seems really excited. Def not as much as me. If she forgets to call me while she watches it, ...Ill... beat her with a tumble weed. [And no, they dont reaaalllly have those in texas.] Im just kinda ify on the whole thing. I dont want it to be too much of my friends and not enough hers. Or too much retarded and not enough -POETRY JAM ?!?!!?! - WHOA wait i wasnt done - well Whatever im being a perfectionist ill get over it - PJ - So that was riDONKculous. Like,... oh man.
I cant even tell the story.
Well, it went really well and completely amazing. So I'm glad. Me and Camila barly practiced and i learned a song THAT DAY and had the tabs ON STAGE and we were almost completely unprofessional, i could have sang in my pajamas, but everyone seemed to like it, and i think they were just glad High Anxiety got off the stage. Cool kids, need to turn it down and learn how to sing. Hypocritical i know, as i had to sing Jumper cuz camila lacks the amazing last minute song learning talent as i have, but whatever. I didnt sound like peter brady. I actually was quite proud of my man voice. and that never happens.
You cannot possibly imagine how excited I am to hear Arielles reactions. Altho i would much prefer seeing... how about her going to the PJ in the first place? but i cant be like that. Hearing is amazing enough.
Theres so much on that tape, it ended today, with meg and anthony being retarded and singing Dredel dreidel IN A CHURCH but whatever. Theres that, and the PJ, and MY HAIR which shes only seen in pics, not action, and... yeah. Texas needs to stop.
Speaking of best friends who live in NotBayShore
Gimpy. We've become best friends. Like... Better then ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever etc. Like... If we both didnt have our eyes on someone else whos ussually not looking back, we'd be 'room mates'
lol Im totally kidding. But no she is. I wrote my role model essay on her. Mrs Handley loved that whole 7 essay project i handed in. [after the ethnic pen essay, these were so much better] They were all so "insightful and beautiful and creative" and half the stories she could believe were true [some more then others] and i swore they all were. Each essay was based on actual events with actual people i know and yada ya... and she was like... wow.
Oh, and Did i tell you my english teacher was in love with me?
She gave me an A+++++
No lie
FIVE +s
Those essays were fun tho. IT was on like... everything from myths to courage to maturity to compassion to role models to just, moving events in life. I can think of a million things to say about each of those, which made it hard, but made it very educating at the same time. About myself, the kind of learning Mrs Handley or anyone couldnt ever give me.
I have a lot to say, and it was nice for some one to hear, for once.
Youd know that more then i, wouldnt you?
Sorry.
OH and speaking of Goofy, I also saw Meg today. Whenever i do, it makes me mad at catholic schools, and busyness. We never get to hang out anymore. shes having a party new years eve, but so is everyone and theyre mother. Theres no way thats happening. I told her to have an eve eve party/sleepover. Not happening either.
Crap.
AND Crap i forgot to ask her how the LI Press trip was. She met all my best buds there. LOL, it was her first time with her new timers school, meanwhile, BSHS has been there 6 times [?] and ive been there at least 5 out of the 6. i think i missed only one
to chill with her, of course. Ironic.
I have a million things to do
and i million places to go
So im gonna stfu now and do it and go there.
Just wanted to update <3
FIVE DAYS
Thats :a pinky, a ring, middle pointer thumb: FIVE
This month has flown by. so much has happened. Its impossible to summerize.
Lets start with the middle of sagas ive once begun here.
A few days/weeks [month?!] ago i wrote my ethnic pen essay on that woman, Amy, who i met, months ago. [Whoa].
It was last minute [stupid Handley gave it to us 9th period that day!] andi was up till 11 on the comp rushing to finish, sending pieces to the Gimpster so she could tell me how much it sucked/how much she loved me and then at the end i edited once more, read it... sorta... and sent to printer.
I was so pissed. Great Idea, no time to properly express it. And i cant rewrite it. Once people read it, its read. To reword for better understand after that is redundant. So, i wasnt confident.
I got a letter in the mail saying that I'm a finalist, and my English teacher isnt positive but she think I got 4th. or "Honorable Mention" but saying that gets the worst Fall Out Boy song ever written stuck in my head. [And its one of my favorites. Thats how amazing Fob is.]
Anywho, Its possible shes rounding down cuz she loves me so and so I get excited in April, when we REALLY find out, incase its better, but I'll never know, till next year.
I was so excited, for Amy. Im also doing my journalism midterm on her, as an "unsung hero" for all shes done, does, and continues doing for people headed down her road.
She truly is like the Alice who never overdosed and lived to be 51.
I wondered that, at the end of the book, when i had read it about a year ago.
Whoa.
I mean 2 years?
Time is a terrible thing in december.
Anywho,... i wondered what Alice would be like, years from now.
In my head, not much had changed, only for the worse.
But Amy really turns it all around, with her sincere and relentless optomism. She said she was unique in high school too.
Crap. I forgot to ask F greg where i could find her so i could interview her... bah. theres always sunday.
Other stuff: Ive devoted approx one forth of my soul to Arielle's christmas present.
Im making her a movie of all our friends in Bay Shore and stuff. Its been 2 weeks of lugging that stupidass camera around everywhere. Its annoying but I know shell love it so its worth the annoyingness. I even brought it to YG today, to get some of Meghan and Gimpy and ANTHONY WHO HAD NEVER SEEN MY HAIR AND FREAKKKEEDDD OUT and then after saying how older i look, stole my camera to try to record meg/gimpys boobs/asses when they werent paying attention.
Watch. My luck, thats going to end up on the DVD.
Fuck.
And now i have to edit it this christmas vacay. It sucks she wont get it in time for christmas. But to do it in school would be riDonkCulous when Cam is getting a iMac with Final Cut Pro or something crap on it, and we could do it all week. When i wasnt playing with her little sis, Fransica. <3
I just noticed. Shes a film nerd, and her name is Cam.
Niceeee.
Arielle seems really excited. Def not as much as me. If she forgets to call me while she watches it, ...Ill... beat her with a tumble weed. [And no, they dont reaaalllly have those in texas.] Im just kinda ify on the whole thing. I dont want it to be too much of my friends and not enough hers. Or too much retarded and not enough -POETRY JAM ?!?!!?! - WHOA wait i wasnt done - well Whatever im being a perfectionist ill get over it - PJ - So that was riDONKculous. Like,... oh man.
I cant even tell the story.
Well, it went really well and completely amazing. So I'm glad. Me and Camila barly practiced and i learned a song THAT DAY and had the tabs ON STAGE and we were almost completely unprofessional, i could have sang in my pajamas, but everyone seemed to like it, and i think they were just glad High Anxiety got off the stage. Cool kids, need to turn it down and learn how to sing. Hypocritical i know, as i had to sing Jumper cuz camila lacks the amazing last minute song learning talent as i have, but whatever. I didnt sound like peter brady. I actually was quite proud of my man voice. and that never happens.
You cannot possibly imagine how excited I am to hear Arielles reactions. Altho i would much prefer seeing... how about her going to the PJ in the first place? but i cant be like that. Hearing is amazing enough.
Theres so much on that tape, it ended today, with meg and anthony being retarded and singing Dredel dreidel IN A CHURCH but whatever. Theres that, and the PJ, and MY HAIR which shes only seen in pics, not action, and... yeah. Texas needs to stop.
Speaking of best friends who live in NotBayShore
Gimpy. We've become best friends. Like... Better then ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever etc. Like... If we both didnt have our eyes on someone else whos ussually not looking back, we'd be 'room mates'
lol Im totally kidding. But no she is. I wrote my role model essay on her. Mrs Handley loved that whole 7 essay project i handed in. [after the ethnic pen essay, these were so much better] They were all so "insightful and beautiful and creative" and half the stories she could believe were true [some more then others] and i swore they all were. Each essay was based on actual events with actual people i know and yada ya... and she was like... wow.
Oh, and Did i tell you my english teacher was in love with me?
She gave me an A+++++
No lie
FIVE +s
Those essays were fun tho. IT was on like... everything from myths to courage to maturity to compassion to role models to just, moving events in life. I can think of a million things to say about each of those, which made it hard, but made it very educating at the same time. About myself, the kind of learning Mrs Handley or anyone couldnt ever give me.
I have a lot to say, and it was nice for some one to hear, for once.
Youd know that more then i, wouldnt you?
Sorry.
OH and speaking of Goofy, I also saw Meg today. Whenever i do, it makes me mad at catholic schools, and busyness. We never get to hang out anymore. shes having a party new years eve, but so is everyone and theyre mother. Theres no way thats happening. I told her to have an eve eve party/sleepover. Not happening either.
Crap.
AND Crap i forgot to ask her how the LI Press trip was. She met all my best buds there. LOL, it was her first time with her new timers school, meanwhile, BSHS has been there 6 times [?] and ive been there at least 5 out of the 6. i think i missed only one
to chill with her, of course. Ironic.
I have a million things to do
and i million places to go
So im gonna stfu now and do it and go there.
Just wanted to update <3