and it never ends...until it does.
I don't really have anything to say, but I just felt like writing something to keep my mind off of other things. I've noticed that I keep all my emotions built up, and that I never talk about my problems, and that I've always been horrible at expressing how I feel about a lot of stuff that effects me, or that I try to ignore stuff until I really need to deal with it. And I know all of this is really bad for me and my health.
I've been a really big asshole lately. And I'm sorry if I've been an asshole to any of you...
In other random news:
- So I got an ipod from Jess for Christmas, and soon after, my external hard drive died...the same hard drive that had most all of my songs on it. So I've slowly transferred music from cds onto my computer. It's taking a while, but I can only put 1O00 songs on it, I need to really pick and choose which ones I want on there. 1O00 isn't a lot...
- I finally bought Jess' present tonight. I bought her a new tv she wanted to stick in her room. And I needed her car because a 20" tv was never going to fit into my car unless I somehow took out one of my front seats.
- Winter break is just about over, and I haven't seen a few of my closest friends. But I guess that just goes to show how far apart I think I've drifted from my friends...
- I'm sorry if I haven't tried as hard as I should have trying to keep in touch with some people. I can't really say I've been busy, seeing as how my days recently have been wide open.
- Lost is an awesome show. If you aren't hooked yet, you're missing out. We're rounding up a fairly large group of followers that just recently caught up from the beginning. Tonight, Pat, Brian, Jess, Jess' roommate Tara, and I watched the new episode. But wow, this is an addicting show...
- I think I've lost 5 pounds since weighing in at an all time high of 158. Since then, I haven't really gone to the gym and I haven't done anything differently.
- All in all a boring post...I'm surprised you made it this far, unless you were bored too.