i miss feeling wanted.
the ache consumes me.

Avery Lynn Ward was born at 6:28 p.m. on April 27th, 2006. She is 5 pounds and 15 ounces, with a length of 19 and 1/4 inches. She is healthy, active and as headstrong as ever- just like her mama. Hopefully soon I'll have some really good pictures to put up but for now as a sneek peak, thanks to Denna, I have these two pictures.


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it looks exactly like everyone's got it together but me. but i suppose it's always been that way ( Read more... )

My mother has lost most of her hair. I haven't seen her yet but I'm sure she's as beautiful as she's always been. I think everyone thinks their parents are beautiful and handsome. It's that idealism from childhood that we never lose. I went over to the house this morning to pick up my social security card for work. My Mom and Dad were at work ( Read more... )

My mother begins chemotherapy on Friday. Her hair will fall out within two weeks. This reduces her risk of regrowth to 10%. Please pray for her and pray for me that I don't fall apart while taking her to appointments and watching her slowly demise. Pray for strength, courage, and health. Pray for God to wrap his arms around her and cradle her ( Read more... )

Today God gave me lime green butterflies to help soften my soul from the pain of truth. God gave me bright red flowers outside my window and a book in the library from one of my favorite uplifting authors. God gave me the surprise of the sunday comics easily found without looking. God gave me a new friend who understands. God gave me a comfy ( Read more... )

how could i not love a man who understands the importance of laughter, touch, and surrender? how could i not love a man with such patience, a soul made of music, and intelligence to match my curiousity?

i'm waiting for that day when home will be you
and where ever you are.

you touch me and my body turns to gold ( Read more... )

At 10:42 a.m. I'm eighteen. & officially legal.

I miss her.