HATE
So it seems in my life, no matter what it is i can't have the thing i want. how i hate that. the one thing i really want is to be happy and there is one this one thing that will make me happy but... it seem that will never happen to me. there most me something wrong with me... something that tell everyone she not suppose to be happy and to get the hell away as fast as possible. And i do try then it gets taken away right when i think i might me getting somewhere. but i have to say that i'm used to these days so it doesn't hurt like it used to... but the hell if it doesn't hurt. but i guess this will be my life...unhappy...i've been living with it this long why not let her life with it for the rest of her life.