so i should be sleeping but i don't want to. i have to be at work at 8 am and need to sleep but like i said i don't want to. so tomorrow is my 2 years anniversary.. i cant really believe that i have be married for that.. honestly most day i cant even believe that i got married at all. but i am happy.. Honestly most day i miss the past. but i cant ( Read more... )

So for some reason i decided to look at live journal and i wanted to write.. so lets see my life has changed so much since i last wrote. i went to Car school in north Carolina in 2011. i meet a guy at school and when we graduated we moved back to Georgia. but we only stayed there for about a year but me and my guy decided to get married and i'm ( Read more... )

so its like this i hate the guys i know they are all mean assholes... i would do anything for anyone of them but apparently that means nothing to them. ohhh how i wanna hurt them so bad....

So i cut if off... finally... it so light now...

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So this is just to tell everyone that actually care enough to even care about me. but anyways i'm still alive and kicking, still causing a fuse. it seem that i was lucky enough to go on a date with a very sweet guy.... god i haven't been on a date in years...so many years. it was great...it made me happy even if nothin happen. But we are hoping for ( Read more... )

so its like this.... i miss so many thing... i miss the time i had with old friends...i miss the times i had to spend with my friends... i miss when everything was simple. i wish for something easy and simple... i wish for happiness... i wish for love... i wish for easy times...i wish less pain, wait even better no pain... i wish for good friends ( Read more... )

so i didn't feel well tonight so left the office early... and think of my sad life...tried of being alone...talked to an old friend and he say things are my fault we don't talk. makes me wanna cry.... depression My head is killing me, and my body is hurting...someone please kill me and get it over with.

So on the way home from the office tonight my car run out of gas and had to walk to a gas station in the cold. and now my car is acting really funny... damn i hate this shit.. way can't anything be ok for me it seems at the worse times everything seems to go wrong...and i really don't have the money to fix whatever is wrong with it... damn it to ( Read more... )

So here it is 12 at night. have really nothing to do. had a girls night tonight. hang out with chris, eme, and jess. watch a movie. it was cool. yet i seem to be sad and not really wanting to tell anyone that i'm not having to much fun at all. So my job is just going...well i'm liking but not really liking. oh my god the opening day of harry ( Read more... )

so i have been working at my job for about a week and a half or so. its easy work... the only problem i have is that its a lot of standing still and that is murder on my feet but hey i can take it i need the money...can't wait for my check it going to be good. halloween was fun...i can't wait till i get the pic for eme. later peeps love to u all.