thoughts of my crazy mind

[supergurl86]

well here it is weeks later oh something that happened to me. It seem that someone told me that i should just go after things i want and well when i finally get the guts to do it something shoots me in the foot. i think i have good things finally coming my way then it is ripped away from me. But it seems that it doesn't bother me like it used to. But damn how i wish for something good for me. maybe a major change in my life is time...not really sure what would change but if something didi maybe things would get better.

on a good note i have an interview thursday, i might have a job. Hoping I need a job.