want to go to sleep but just can't
so it 1:30 in the morning and i need to sleep but can't go to sleep yet again. It sucks when u need to sleep and can't get to sleep. But i have been thinking all night...about thing i know about myself. Like...
The fact that i'm a very picky person, i bitch a lot, i say things before i actually think about it, i tend to act before thinking too, i need help(mentally), i hate looking stupid but decide to do a lot of stupid things, i like to make people laugh, i'm a pleaser, i have a hard time making up my mind, i love sex, i hate being alone, i hate being the bitch but love it all the same, i hate my body, i love watching movies, love seeing the few friends i have, i hate being so stupid but i know i know many things, i want people to like me, i wish i wouldn't feel stupid about doing things that everyone else can do no problem, there are more but i'm going to try to go to sleep again even though i'm not tried i have to get up early to make a bit of cash. love to u guys
The fact that i'm a very picky person, i bitch a lot, i say things before i actually think about it, i tend to act before thinking too, i need help(mentally), i hate looking stupid but decide to do a lot of stupid things, i like to make people laugh, i'm a pleaser, i have a hard time making up my mind, i love sex, i hate being alone, i hate being the bitch but love it all the same, i hate my body, i love watching movies, love seeing the few friends i have, i hate being so stupid but i know i know many things, i want people to like me, i wish i wouldn't feel stupid about doing things that everyone else can do no problem, there are more but i'm going to try to go to sleep again even though i'm not tried i have to get up early to make a bit of cash. love to u guys