stole this from enigmacat;*

Jul 07, 2007 01:25

I AM: 33 yrs old,native american,almost 36 weeks pregnant(8mos),married,dog owner,lover of mammoth sunflowers,zinnias,impatients, & fountain grasses,painter,listener,writer,friend.
I WANT: the ankles I had before I got pregnant,nails as thick as my fake nails,this freckle off the tip of my nose,my mustang paid for, my baby to set the world record for the shortest labor in the entire world, and the most beautiful, and the healthiest.
I HATE: people who take advantage of nice people, swollen ankles,people who do not embrace differences,superficial clicky people.
I MISS: mom,dad,my winnie the pooh big bear,all the photos I ever lost,old friends I have lost touch with,feeling thin.
I FEAR: the unknown
I HEAR: fireworks & the computer fan.
I REGRET: not taking more chances.
I AM NOT: single.a rock star.famous.dead.illiterate.unsympathetic.an ex-patriot.bilingual.going to tell you my weight.
I DANCE: in the shower.
I SING: in the shower.to baby.when i'm happy.when i'm sad.when i want to feel good.
I CRY: when i watch oprah.when i hear a young person dies on the news.when my dogs hurt.when my hubby hurts.when i get frustrated.when i am mad.when i miss mom or dad.when i watch happy or sad movies. doesn't really matter much these days.
I ENJOY: letters,art,friends,gardening when i'm not pregnant,watching things grow from a small seed,water,the ocean,the river,lakes,coffee,watermelon,seeing my animals happy.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: accessible.skinny.happy.sad.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: shaved ice.art books.foot massages.waves.
I WRITE: because i like to make other people feel better, and make myself feel better.
I CONFUSE: myself.;0
I NEED: to get this baby out of me!,a job that i love AND makes money.more friends.to take more chances.to trust more people.to fall and get up more often.to stay focused on the positives in my life and not give room to negative thoughts.
I SHOULD: not be drinking 1/2 caff coffee at 2a.m., give up salty snacks. not let my mother in law rule over me or my family decisions. seek others who will accept us for who we are not who others think we should become. have more fun. have little adventures. step out of my comfort zone and try to paint again and sell my paintings. learn to accept criticism.
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