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wow ..
this is me
making a livejournal entry; ... which rarely happens.
and to top it all off its a drunk livejournal entry. Now among me, that is a rarity indeed. Yeah I'm drunk.
Oh haha, look at the drunk girl. yeah .... it didn't even hit me this much until i got back to my apartment after leaving the party.
I dont know.
Its sad that I can' stop thinking about one thing or one person. I need to move one, get over. Its not over but I need to get over it? How does that work exactly, someone tell me cause I havent thought it out too much. Reason for such fucking confusion, yeah I really know how to fuck myself up emotionally and mentally.
I love, but can I continue to love. I dont know.
Maybe its time. Maybe I'm too numb from too much shit. Maybe I'm stupid for everything I do and have done. Maybe its time.
Fucki.
Drunk.
Bad.
goodngiht.
this is me
making a livejournal entry; ... which rarely happens.
and to top it all off its a drunk livejournal entry. Now among me, that is a rarity indeed. Yeah I'm drunk.
Oh haha, look at the drunk girl. yeah .... it didn't even hit me this much until i got back to my apartment after leaving the party.
I dont know.
Its sad that I can' stop thinking about one thing or one person. I need to move one, get over. Its not over but I need to get over it? How does that work exactly, someone tell me cause I havent thought it out too much. Reason for such fucking confusion, yeah I really know how to fuck myself up emotionally and mentally.
I love, but can I continue to love. I dont know.
Maybe its time. Maybe I'm too numb from too much shit. Maybe I'm stupid for everything I do and have done. Maybe its time.
Fucki.
Drunk.
Bad.
goodngiht.