Don't Stop Believin'!
I'm not sure why, but I've been really happy today. I'm listening to Pandora and Journey came on, and I'm just like "YEAH!!!" I'm in Tacoma for the night, doing my Guard weekend, and for some reason I just feel... different. Maybe I still have a bit of a residual sugar/caffeine high. I was listening to stuff I haven't listened to in ages, and I just felt happy.
I spent most of the day with Tyler, cuddling, watching TV, having yummy food, and playing video games between doing laundry and packing for this weekend. He wasn't feeling well, and that sucked, but he makes me feel needed.
I finished reading The Host by Stephanie Meyer of Twilight fame, and I really enjoyed it. I could tell it was definitely written towards an older audience, and it was a bit more of an intellectual exercise than just her usual super-natural love triangle. I find myself rereading parts of it, trying to see if I missed certain things on the first read-through.
I'm not really sure why I'm posting in here. Its not like anybody really reads this, or I'm saying anything all that interesting. I guess I'm just in a weird semi-introspective mood. I know the past year and a half or so, I have been kinda flakey. I'm not sure why... maybe I always sort of have been. It seems like the only people I haven't been like that with are Tyler, Katie, Wynn, Frank, and Josh.
Tyler has changed me, and my life, and I've come to realize things about myself and my life. He has been through the tough things and the happy things, been my refuge and yet didn't let me feel sorry for myself. I've never loved or wanted anyone more, and I'm thankful everyday that I stuck through the hard times with him early on. I don't know what the future will bring, but for now... I'm happy, and in love, and I have a bright future ahead of me.
I spent most of the day with Tyler, cuddling, watching TV, having yummy food, and playing video games between doing laundry and packing for this weekend. He wasn't feeling well, and that sucked, but he makes me feel needed.
I finished reading The Host by Stephanie Meyer of Twilight fame, and I really enjoyed it. I could tell it was definitely written towards an older audience, and it was a bit more of an intellectual exercise than just her usual super-natural love triangle. I find myself rereading parts of it, trying to see if I missed certain things on the first read-through.
I'm not really sure why I'm posting in here. Its not like anybody really reads this, or I'm saying anything all that interesting. I guess I'm just in a weird semi-introspective mood. I know the past year and a half or so, I have been kinda flakey. I'm not sure why... maybe I always sort of have been. It seems like the only people I haven't been like that with are Tyler, Katie, Wynn, Frank, and Josh.
Tyler has changed me, and my life, and I've come to realize things about myself and my life. He has been through the tough things and the happy things, been my refuge and yet didn't let me feel sorry for myself. I've never loved or wanted anyone more, and I'm thankful everyday that I stuck through the hard times with him early on. I don't know what the future will bring, but for now... I'm happy, and in love, and I have a bright future ahead of me.