The Changes a Year can bring
I realized today just how much my life has changed in the past year. I'll be 25 on Tuesday, and its just... I didn't see myself being HERE, this time last year. I thought that I'd re-enlist, be a lifer, still be living with Chris... I had my picture perfect little life, but I didn't really know what it was. Hell, this time last year I was waiting to leave Afghanistan. I didn't know the crap Chris was doing behind my back. I didn't know I'd get orders for Korea. I didn't know or even dream that I'd have left the Air Force.
My heart is in turmoil. I'm taking all my files, etc. off the laptop I'm "selling" Tyler. I don't know what lies in store for us, but I'm kinda like Rock in Black Lagoon right now. I'm sitting in the twilight, neither in the day or the night. I can see part of each way it could go. I'm moving on and healing from all that though. At least, I like to think that I am.
My heart is in turmoil. I'm taking all my files, etc. off the laptop I'm "selling" Tyler. I don't know what lies in store for us, but I'm kinda like Rock in Black Lagoon right now. I'm sitting in the twilight, neither in the day or the night. I can see part of each way it could go. I'm moving on and healing from all that though. At least, I like to think that I am.