When it Rains
So, I've been home for awhile now, moved into a place with Mike. It's been a lot of fun being home, and all. But, there's a part of me that is in a strange mood right now. We're supposed to be going over to Alex's for some sort of bonfire thing. I went to his and Nathan's show earlier, and I really liked The New Jangles. I kinda want to talk to Nathan right now, but not sure if I can. I'm just... I saw something in him when we talked earlier, that kinda hit a certain note in me.
I know I should go over to Alex's, but at the same time... I'm more in the mood to have a drink with a friend and talk about life, the world, all the aches and pains that the world brings on.
I don't know what's wrong with me tonight. I just can't seem to focus, and part of me just doesn't want to deal with people. I want to write, thus this post to some bit.
I love Heather, and all the people in my life, and I'm finding those connections growing deeper down inside. And yet, the closer I grow, the more alone and seperate I feel myself, perhaps because I'm starting to find my own identity again out of all the madness of my previous life.
I'd like to write more, but I gotta go. Later, I'll finish this.
I know I should go over to Alex's, but at the same time... I'm more in the mood to have a drink with a friend and talk about life, the world, all the aches and pains that the world brings on.
I don't know what's wrong with me tonight. I just can't seem to focus, and part of me just doesn't want to deal with people. I want to write, thus this post to some bit.
I love Heather, and all the people in my life, and I'm finding those connections growing deeper down inside. And yet, the closer I grow, the more alone and seperate I feel myself, perhaps because I'm starting to find my own identity again out of all the madness of my previous life.
I'd like to write more, but I gotta go. Later, I'll finish this.