First Entry
Well......I've decided to try this LiveJournal thing. I got some friends that do it, and I figured, Why the fuck not try it? I like to write, last year I had to keep a journal and I had a good time doing it. I just can never sit myself down and actually write, so maybe it'll be easier to type it all out. I tend to do better typing then writing.
First things first, what's the point of this thing? A live journal who anybody can read at any point? It isn't like you can write your deep darkest feelings because it will get read. Basically what one is doing is fuckin making up or writing in what other people might want to read about. I really don't care though, I won't just write journal stuff. I like to write, basically anything. I will write poetry (call me a fag, but I do, so fuck you), short prose, anything.
Right now....I am feeling extremely pissed off....and I don't know why....
I feel like I could just beat someones face into a bloody smear on the pavement, and keep pounding it...I could just scream out obscenity after obscenity, punch the walls, throw my computer across the room, I just feel like unleashing everything! And maybe I'll feel better.
I get this way sometimes, something small pisses me off, and I just HOLD onto it, I can't let something small go, I let it eat at me and boil my blood. Like tonight, I got pissed because I got TeamKilled in CS. From there I got pissed, started killing everyone every round.
Well, fuck it. We all have our flaws, so I get pissed off a lot, don't give in to others. I am aware of it and I can work with it.
First things first, what's the point of this thing? A live journal who anybody can read at any point? It isn't like you can write your deep darkest feelings because it will get read. Basically what one is doing is fuckin making up or writing in what other people might want to read about. I really don't care though, I won't just write journal stuff. I like to write, basically anything. I will write poetry (call me a fag, but I do, so fuck you), short prose, anything.
Right now....I am feeling extremely pissed off....and I don't know why....
I feel like I could just beat someones face into a bloody smear on the pavement, and keep pounding it...I could just scream out obscenity after obscenity, punch the walls, throw my computer across the room, I just feel like unleashing everything! And maybe I'll feel better.
I get this way sometimes, something small pisses me off, and I just HOLD onto it, I can't let something small go, I let it eat at me and boil my blood. Like tonight, I got pissed because I got TeamKilled in CS. From there I got pissed, started killing everyone every round.
Well, fuck it. We all have our flaws, so I get pissed off a lot, don't give in to others. I am aware of it and I can work with it.